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But it said you were

What happened to being online 24/7
It's your birthday on Friday, I am invited to the party right
What exactly do you have planned?

im happy for you honey. im glad you guys are happy. and its normal you cant tlk to him bout certain things yet. so dont worry.but im not sure what you should do babe.

tell her in s subtle way like "do you think that medication may help me with this?" or "what do you think about me being on medication? do you think it could hurt to try them out?" make it subtle that way it wont freak her out to much

Hey
I haven't talked to you for ages
So wats up?
I know, recommend me a band - any genre I don't care I listen to all sort of stuff

Well you never know, once you really start talking to her she might change her mind

hey honey sorry. i was in maryland. no internet or phone service. i needed a break. and tommy needed some daddy time. but wats up babe?

Two things:
1. I'll be the first of many to tell you that you are, without a doubt, 100% worth just as much as anyone and 150% more worth it than those dicks that'd tell you differently
2. I promise you that you're on the right path by coming to the realization that you want to get help and that soon enough you'll be feeling all the stronger

Well if you need them the therapist to give you them so everything should be go great

Grieving is perfectly normal, try not to worry about that and just let it go. As for your own worth, you're worth more than you (or whoever you're saying treats you badly) and, even if you're worried about other people's view of you, screw that. For a long time I felt like I was nothing special and just another blank face to everyone else but I figured I didn't need anyone else and that I could just do what I felt like doing for the sake of doing it (and by it I mean helping people and I've found it's more gratifying to know I'm helping others rather than to worry about myself).

Aww thats exciting, Hope it goes well for you.