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hello im wesley

Happy Birthday, Ashley! Hope it's a great day.

Oh dear. I bet that's expensive! Not a whole lot, just school. Which has been going alright, thanks!

That's good to hear, haha. Well...I recently friended a girl that I met about 3 weeks ago, and we've become good friends during the 3 weeks that've already passed by. However, things started to fall apart when it came to last Friday. She looked really depressed. She told me she was fine, but she did it in a way that I could sense that she wasn't really okay. I asked her what's bothering her, but she didn't want to talk about it. I explained to her that if there's anything that you want to talk about, I'm here for you. I also told her that I'm really concerned for her and that I'm just trying to be a good friend. She acknowledged all that I said, but she did it in a way that it didn't really matter to her. So, I told her that I'll give her some space, wished her a great weekend, and left without another word. Yesterday, she was okay and I thought that maybe she's starting to pull herself together. However, today was a bit worser than Friday... I think she saw me talking to another girl this morning, and she's taking it the wrong way. When I was done talking to the other girl, I went on to find her, but she wasn't anywhere to be found. Then, lunchtime comes around, and I have to work. So, basically, I wasn't able to see this girl until I was done working (it's a community service for something that I'm a part of), but there wasn't a whole lot of time left. I find her, but I see her with a friend of mine. I go over, say hi to both this girl and my friend, but all of a sudden, he starts asking me about my senior year and my other friends. After that, he was trying to get me to leave, but I wouldn't. I asked Kourteney (that's her name by the way) if she's okay, but again, the way that she told me she was fine, I could sense that something was wrong. When the bell rings, I say bye to her and my other friend walks with her to her next class. I felt terrible. I'm not really wanting to date her since at this point, that's out of the question, but as a friend I really care about her. I'm afraid that she might do something reckless such as resorting back to SH (she used to do that, but she told me that she's one month free and she got rid of her sutting tools). Ever since last Friday, I've been worrying about her. I'm worried and afraid that I'll fail her and lose her...

It's all good; no worries! I kind of have the same problem too, but only that it's with my computer. Anyways, I was doing great up until today...

Ah, that's alright! I've missed you, too. I'm not too bad, thanks! How about you?

Well, maybe you're at least enjoying your life right?

****Dear any of the few people I talk to on a regular basis****
My phone for some reason isn't letting me on TH very much anymore, it keeps glitching.. and my laptops been messing up a lot lately. My email's on my contact page, so if any of you ever wanna talk, feel free to email me.

No problem