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Hey, if I haven't told you, we had a great time at the movies and I called him yesterday afternoon (the 6th...because I am up so late lol!, or early, depending on your viewpoint ) and since I am not really good with prepared speeches or that kind of thing (I did, but the letter was too soppy lol, ditched it) I just went by telling him that his friend had said some pretty insensitive things about me and him, he didn't know what though and I refused to repeat it, but just told him I wanted him to know this before we went back to school, and I asked him if I could be honest with him and he said yeh and I basically just told him I was Bi-Sexual, anyway that's the short version... I also told him he was the most sincere person I've met, and I thanked him multiple times for being there for me during my depression.

Always after telling people this sort of stuff and coming out, I pinch myself thinking that I really didn't explain much at all and I come to the realisation that there is so much more I want them to know, but ah, oh well. I guess there is any other time that I can call or see them in person to talk about it. The most annoying part of our conversation though was that he just replied 'okay' to everything I said, which kind of left me wondering why I called in the first place because I expected him to say something like that anyway, and his family was nearby so I guess he didn't really want to imply anything about himself to them. So now I am out to 2 people, 1 guy, 1 girl so I guess I can't go wrong really, I guess they do support me at least.
I definitely need to talk to them both about things sigh. Life is so stressful, and yet I just had surgery so my last week of the school holidays has been spent here at home unable to walk, and feeling sick with no energy and down right bored. Maybe I can call Indie, shit all on tv...
Anyways, I should probably get to bed... Thanks for your support and advice btw!

Wow....thats...kinda hard for me to hear. I love him. I told him i loved him. He said he liked me. Then he met you and stopped talking to me. Then the last day he was on, he posted on my VM and said he needed me more than anything. And i wasn't there. It hurts me every time i see him user name somewhere or think of him. I loved him, and i still do, even though i have a boyfriend that i like a lot, I'll never like someone more than James. I asked him to be my boyfriend, he never gave me an answer. He kept saying he was thinking about it still. Everyday I come on TH, i think of him. I was gonna delete all my pictures, but there's a certin one i wont delete because he commented on it that he loved that picture and im beautiful. Im still thinking about leaving TH because i cant stand the thought of him, because it hurts me, but i always wish he would comeback. I remember one time he tried to kill himself, he said he couldn't because he couldn't leave me and hurt me. He told me he loved me. I miss him more than anything in the world, and i would do ANYTHING to just tell him how much i love him one more time....anything. I love him, and i'll never forget him. All i want is for him to come back....

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE E!!! Love the name! Is it from the song?

Well it turns out my other friend is able to go as well, luckily perhaps it will be less awkward for him in particular, maybe more awkward for me since I am paying for him. We will be of to see Snow White and The Huntsman. I might not really explain anything to him that night because my other friend doesn't know I'm out or anything so I'll probably just let him on a few hints, conversation and that I want to talk with him before we go back to school, just so he can think over everything I've said and consider a few things. Anyway, I really just want to have a good time. Thank you for your advice and support as well, Cheers.

Hey how are you?

Ya...you guys seemed really close. Me and him where close too, and it was a bad ending to our friendship before he left. I miss him, if you dont mind, what did happen between you two?

Hey, how ya doin??
Just checkin in to make sure everything is just dandy

i fuked that whole thing up i fucked everything up i want to die like its my only desire but im still here why ?

im sorry
im sorry for wasting ur time
im sorry for being a part of ur life
im just sorry