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Hey Cass, how you doing?

Ah common, school is almost done, just get past May and then it's practically done in June, so you basically have one month left...its almost over =]

tbh I'm more interested in what you've been up too =]

I'm okay, just trying to fit in at college but its hard to do when people there are over 35. Take the class I just got back from, I'm the youngest one in there, the class has people in there fucking 60's, most of the people in there are in there 40's, THIS ISN'T WHAT COLLEGE IS SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE!!!!! *rips hair out and does a random mexican hat dance*

LOL oh my god, that is so weird, I was wondering where you were today and thinking back about our Lakeia and wondering what has happened to her!

Sorry I didn't get your message till now, I've been doing stuff.
Erm, maybe you can say, "I'm not doing so well at the moment." Or something like that.

Well with the exception of you and a couple of other people who are way far away, your my only friends. I'm basically alone here, no body but my family notices me. So for the past month or so, I've been putting myself out there and getting out of my comfort zone to meet people, but it hasn't been working so well. I'm trying to get some weed from one of my co-workers, I've been drinking again, the cutting isn't getting easier to stop. I'm still going to keep trying but today has been horrible, I've been crying on and off all day and my knuckles are all busted up. That falls under the grounds of a bad day and a hug .

But I'm still going to keep trying and moving forward but today, I decided to stop going forward and let myself hurt for a while. I sound like a little girl right now !

=/ It's been a rough day and I've been unbelievably low...

I've been good, doing the whole college thing, doing my job. I'm thinking about becoming an astronaut and fight aliens squirt guns but other than that I've been same ole same ole =]

Cass?! Jesus, I haven't heard from you in a while. How've you been? =] =]

Oh, okay.

Feel free to talk to me and such, you know how it works.