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Last Activity: March 5th 2013 03:32 PM
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WELCOME to TH!
I hope you enjoy your time here!
when you get time, you should check out the forums and chat room, they are always good places to start
Hope to see you around!
Love always
Brenna xx
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Brooke
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Anywhere Else Besides Home
- About
- About me
- WARNING SH & ABUSE
Well, I started SH in about the 6th grade because my friend was doing it and I thought it was awesome idea. But at home I was having issues and it felt good to get the pain I felt out. Finally some friends talked some since into me and I stopped at the end of the year. But that summer going into 7th grade my used to be best friends cousin sexually assaulted me. I was scared to death, I couldn't look, talk, or have anybody touch me. Because I was on the verge of tears that whole day. But the one person that got me through that was Justin Bieber. Yes, the guy that sings baby. But he means the world to me and has actually saved my life. So I went through 7th grade without any problems. 8th grade I got this boyfriend that was 4 years older then me and he was doing drugs, and drinking. He got me hooked on it and one day we were both high and drunk and he started abusing me and it ending in him raping me. Then one day I went to a party with him and his cousin attempted rape twice that day. He didn't secede. Later on my boyfriend started cutting me. He cut my stomach and many more places. I durning 8th grade year I didn't cut but I got harm on myself and I found out I was bisexual and I was proud of it. The summer went on good I quit doing drugs but continued drinking. I had to stop for sports in which I did. But during 9th grade I cut myself shaving and the pain felt amazing I missed having pain. It triggered something and I just wanted to cut in which I did but one cut meant the most to me. It was the cut I made into my left wrist, I cut JB there. I cut JB because if I was going to get scarred for the rest of my life why not have JB? Because he means the world to me. One day on a Friday I hit my breaking point after coming out to my friend that I like her a lot and she means the world to me. She didn't feel the same, in fact she had a boyfriend. But that's not the only reason I broke. I had some more stress. But I broke and I knot a extra blade in my pocket and on the ride home I pulled it out and recut the J in my wrist. It wasn't until I got home I recut the B and made it deep. I was trying to stay clean till 10/30/12 because that was the day of my Justin Bieber concert. I cut but I didn't. I cut a week before that and that's when I started thinking about killing myself. Didn't... But I thought about it. The day of my concert I wasn't able to meet Justin but I met his dancers and told them my story and they told Justin and sent him a picture of my wrist. That night during the concert he gave me a shout out and posted the picture on the big screen and said "I'm not saying any names. You know who you are and please never turn to this again. I love you and you are wanted on this earth." Ever since he told me talk I haven't cut. I'm thought and I've gotten things pierced to give me the pain I need. I hate pain but I love it at the same time. But lately I've been waiting to cut and it sucks. But I've been wanting to kill myself lately. I just wish I could meet Justin. Because there's days when I'm lonely and the only person I want is Justin.
- Details
- Here for
- Need help for a problem
- Relationship status
- It's complicated
- Sexuality
- Bisexual
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Religion
- Christian
- Interests
- Hobbies
- I like dancing!!
- Music
- Justin Bieber and Austin Mahone! :)
