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I am only 5 foot tall which helps me with cheerleading. I am the girl that is at the top of the pyramids and the one that is thrown around. Another good thing is boys don't pay attention to me at all and with my situation the way it is I on't want them to. I could not even think of being in any relationship or have any contact like that at all with the opposite sex or any sex.

Aiyannah, I promise you I am OK. I just cut where I usually cut on my hip and upper thigh. Which is good, but my family can't notice it. I promise you I will not do it again today. You are a special person and also really pretty now that I looked close at your photos. I need to put up more pics. I hate the way I look. I am 15 years old but look like I am 11.

I am such a fucking idiot. I just get this way. I should not have sent you the private message at least yet and that is my fault. I just beat myself up all the time over shit like that and I am stupid to keep going back to doing it. I just feel so damn stupid because I had a month without cutting and that is over. It is not your fault because you had other things to deal with. That should be expected. You have been nothing but a great friend and I treat you like that. I am sorry.

I sent you a private message concerning a little of my story and I am now really upset that I don't think I should have. Since then you have yet to respond to me and it says you have been online since I've sent the private message to you. Ever since I sent the message I have felt sick to my stomach and have been awake most of the night hating on myself for sending it to you. I looked at my sent messages though and it says I haven't sent any messages so I am praying that something went wrong in the sending and it didn't go through. If it did go through I am sorry for sending it to you and understand if you do not want to talk anymore.

It was served and that was one of the best days of my life. I do think we can be strong together and for each other here.

Thank again. Some days I feel stronger than others. I have also read several of your writings and posts and you are also one strong person. I think we both can be strong together. One of my strongest days was seeing both people who did all this stuff to me get taken off to jail for pretty much their entire lives. The one person got life without parole and the woman go 45 years without a chance of parole which means she will be well into her 80's when she can be released. Me and the two other girls who went through the 6 months of hell smiled that day,

Thank U, I treat people the way I want to be treated and try to be kind as much as possible. With my past issue and the well lets say inhumane treatment towards me my family sometimes wonders how I can even do it.

You got it and you certainly deserve it. You have made my first day here a positive one for damn sure.

I will certainly nominate you. Is there a special link for that.

That is really important to me. I don't have abandonment issues as my family has been a huge part of my stability during this whole thing. During this whole 6 months having them in the back of my head and knowing they cared is what kept me going each day. My family is my "RocK". Let me tell you this though you have started me off here at Teen Help on the right foot. If I would have came on here and there wouldn't have been a "You" I doubt I would have stayed. You said you were some sort of mentor on here. If I could give any type of job well done reference for you I would love to do that. Just tell me the person to let know.