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Aiyannah, I totally understand trust issues. Take your time. I think I will know if you are hurting really bad and will check if you are OK. Just so you promise not to hurt yourself. I don't want to make things worse by having you to say stuff you don't. I still have only told you about 5% of what I went through in those 6 months as it was so damn much. Some of the stuff is also thank god blocked out of my mind as well my therapist and Psychiatrist have told me. Don't ask me how they know this. I am thinking because my Psychiatrist has had meetings with my parents who were at the entire trials and things were said there that I wasn't even present for.

I hope you can open up to me at some point. If you are hurting or not doing OK I really want to help because you have helped me soooo much already. My parents have eliminated all that stuff from my life and actually their lives and my little sisters life too. My Older Brother is 18 years old now and I guess he can do what he wants, but I think out of respect for me he doesn't with exception of only having Facebook I think. I actually don't really mind it because it really scares me. I was once shown my profile on the Dark Web and it made me sick.

Yeah, My parents would never take my phone away from me after what happened to me. No way at all. Even though I always travel with someone now they would never do that and I don't think it is a good thing for parents to take cell phones away from kids especially for that long. maybe for the day or something like that, but not a month. I am sorry you have to go through that. My parents are strict though and because of what I went through I am not allowed and either is my little sister any Social Media at all. My Older Brother doesn't even have any except for maybe Facebook since he went to college. My parents no longer have any as well. I also do not have the Face Time App as well. or any of that stuff which my parents forbid. But my phone stays in my possession at all times.

** Going to play Yahtzee with my Little Sis.

Thank You. I will tell you why I hate parties pretty much in one of our private messages, but I probably think you already know why. You had your phone taken away for a whole month. OMFG.

That would be fun. Just well the whole party thing just leaves a nasty vision in my head.

No probs. I know you will have a blast. I wish I could do those sort of things but I would be one big Panic Attack if I was there.

I think maybe if he is OK with celebrating with you the weekend after that than I would have a sleepover with your friends, but if he isn't and he really wants to see you then I would go with him. That is a cop out answer.

What is your relationship like with your dad?

That would be really nice.

That sucks his car is dead. At least he has a car.