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I am really glad you feel that way about me. It feels like you are my sister that is my same age even though you are really several months older than me. It feels like we can be really serious about stuff and also laugh which is really cool.

I really appreciate that. I really enjoy chatting with you. I wish I didn't have school so I could be on here all day. I really think since I told you my story(at least the outline of it). I won't get into the nasty sickening shit. I can trust you with when I ever feel the urge or harming myself or if I am having terrible anxiety or a terrible flashback or something like that and I can't get to my therapist.

Yes we do have flaws and I can live with that. I do hope I can help you out when you are struggling at times. Tomorrow is back to school so I won't be online here during the day, but I will try and get online after I get home from cheer practice if the homework isn't too bad.

Oh Wow, I think that is the biggest compliment someone has ever gave me. I certainly have many flaws and can fall flat on my face all the time. I know I have have been through a ton and you probably have been through shit as well and are very strong as well. That is why I think we can really help each other out.

Aiyannah, trust me everyday is a challenge for me. I put a smile on my face cuz it is the thing to do.

I remember the officer who was there saying I was hyperventilating a bit when they came in. I unfortunately was not able to come straight home with them because I had to go to the hospital to get checked out for a few days and get testing. Then I went home for a while. I then was not able to manage at home because of the Flashbacks, Nightmares/Terrors. Panic Attacks, Anxiety, and had to go into a Psychiatric Facility for a few weeks. After that I went to Outpatient Day Therapy which was kind of like a baby sitting place. Then it was to my therapist I see now and just seeing my Psychiatrist. So I actually have taken some strides.

OMG, I am so glad to be back with my family. I remember being at the Police station waiting for my parents to come an get me and it seemed like for ever. Even though in the back of my head I knew it was over I thought someone was going to say it was all a joke and take us back. Until I saw my Mom and Dad walk through those doors I really knew it was over. I think I cried more that day then any other day in my entire life. You know parents can be a hassle at times, but when you are taken away from them you really realize what you have. I agree that some parents are bad people to, but most care about their kids.

It is quite a great squad. Actually the school I attend is pretty amazing. It is a Private School so it doesn't have a ton of students, but because the classes are small they are all so close. When I first arrived which was this year because my 9th grade year I missed several months because of my issue and then we moved and then Mom home schooled us three the rest of the year till we finished the requirements. It was really hard for my older brother because that was his Senior Year. He sacrificed that for me. He is now away at College. So now I am at this new amazing school that welcomed me from day one.

That is awful. We have none of that with our squad. Our cheer teacher and cheer captain are amazing and wouldn't tolerate any of that. They say nothing about the person that stays with me at all times during school.

i actually like being short. My 13 year old sister is actually taller than me already. I love cheerleading and the group of girls have been such a support to me. Like I said I had to move from California across the country and to a whole other school so cheerleading has helped me fit in a lot. We can be the short sisters. hahaha