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****** Troubled_Heart OfflineUsed to be Ianto Jones |
Last Activity: May 23rd 2013 07:15 PM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Melissa
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- The room where it's red and black and evil people walk around pointing and laughing at you
- About
- About me
- Die Hard Posh fan. I'm Melissa and I enjoy making old people dance in bikinis. I'm the one in the corner plotting your death when everyone else is makin' out at that crazay party and I'm the one who goes mental at the football ground, runs around shirtless and gets thrown out by security. Yup that's me in quicky, now I need to go for a quicky, PM or VM me... unless your chicken... I love chickens... I'm going to get a chicken <3
Buddy 18th June 2011 - 27th December 2011
- Details
- Here for
- Life :)
- Relationship status
- Single and Lonely
- Sexuality
- Pansexual... I Think
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- Secondary School
- Occupation
- Schola
- Politics
- Green Party For The Win
- Religion
- Agnostic
- Zodiac sign
- Leo
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Um... running, tennis, football, general sports, hanging out with friends, reading, music, TV and PUFC!
- Music
- Asking Alexandria, Bullet For My Valentine, Muse, My Chemical Romance, The Beatles and Black Veil Brides amongst many others
- Movies
- HARRY POTTER! Wild Child, Chocolat, Brokeback Mountain, The Vampires Assistant, Raise Your Voice, Hairspray, The Incredibles, St Trinians, The Parent Trap, Garfield, Shrek, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Phantom of the Opera, Ratatouille, Up, 500 Days of Summer, Elf, Madagascer, Labyrinth, Nanny Mcphee, Like Minds, Much ado About Nothing, Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World, Toy Story, Superman, Bourne and Nemo
- Television
- Friends, Scrubs, Midsomer Murders, Waterloo Road, Sherlock, The Apprentice, Big Brother, Sarah Jane Adventures, Outnumbered, Desperate Housewives, Wife Swap/USA, The Inbetweeners, Eastenders, I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here, Torchwood, My Parents are Aliens, Doctor Who, Eastenders, M.I.High, Being Human, South Riding, Tracy Beaker Returns, Skins, Casulty, Holyoaks, Strictly Come Dancing, Smallville, A Touch Of Frost, Heartbeat and Downton Abbey
- Games
- Football, Tetris, Mind-Games, Cards, Top Trumps, Chess and Pinball
- Books
- HARRY POTTER! Play-Offs 2011 Official Matchday Programme, Torchwood, Vampirates, The Darren Shan Saga, The Saga of Larten Crepsley, CHERUB, Broken Soup, Freak the Mighty, Misery, Kerrang and The Hunger Games Trilogy
- Sports
- Pretty much all of them... I'm a sports gnared!
- Heroes
- Everyone and No One
- Favorite quotes
- Death is God's way of saying "you're fired." Suicide is humans way of saying, "I quit."
- Other interests
- PETERBOROUGH UNITED FC
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- When life gives you one thousand reasons to cry, show life one million reasons to SMILE!
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Posted May 17th 2013 at 02:55 PM by Troubled_Heart
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Had been what? 2 months since my last cut. About 3 weeks since my last binge. But I lost it today, I mean really lost it.
I don't even know why. I think it's because I've been left home alone for 3 days in a row. The binging, pretty sure that was boredom, I had to punish myself, I mean I HAD to. How could I not. I'm so fat. I can't believe I've let myself get like this. I need to starve. Need this pain from the cuts, don't know why I ever stopped,...
Had been what? 2 months since my last cut. About 3 weeks since my last binge. But I lost it today, I mean really lost it.
I don't even know why. I think it's because I've been left home alone for 3 days in a row. The binging, pretty sure that was boredom, I had to punish myself, I mean I HAD to. How could I not. I'm so fat. I can't believe I've let myself get like this. I need to starve. Need this pain from the cuts, don't know why I ever stopped,...
Posted May 28th 2012 at 12:58 PM by Troubled_Heart
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I'm the biggest fuck-up ever.
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.
I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.
But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.
What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.
I'm a two-timing bitch.
He was, is the best thing that had happened to...
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.
I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.
But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.
What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.
I'm a two-timing bitch.
He was, is the best thing that had happened to...
Posted May 22nd 2012 at 12:29 PM by Troubled_Heart
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Took enough pills to make me throw up...
Cutting like crazy...
Music so loud I hear a buzzing without it...
I am a fucked up mess.
Cutting like crazy...
Music so loud I hear a buzzing without it...
I am a fucked up mess.
Posted May 14th 2012 at 09:27 AM by Troubled_Heart
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Got an exam later and another tomorrow
Today's can fail. French. Who cares.
Tomorrow R.S. Want to do it at A-Level.
Could do with an A.
On track for a C.
Can't concentrate. Can't revise.
Destined to fail.
i hate failing. but i am a failure.
Today's can fail. French. Who cares.
Tomorrow R.S. Want to do it at A-Level.
Could do with an A.
On track for a C.
Can't concentrate. Can't revise.
Destined to fail.
i hate failing. but i am a failure.
Posted May 9th 2012 at 04:23 PM by Troubled_Heart
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Cut again
Already regret it
Would've exploded if I didn't though
Let so many people down
Want to cut more
Know I shouldn't
Want to scoff my face with food
Tied my hands together to try stop myself
Just hate me.
Already regret it
Would've exploded if I didn't though
Let so many people down
Want to cut more
Know I shouldn't
Want to scoff my face with food
Tied my hands together to try stop myself
Just hate me.
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