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* TJswims OfflineMember |
Last Activity: January 6th 2018 01:50 PM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Tim
- Gender
- Male
- Location
- Maryland USA NWHS
- About
- About me
- Hi, I’m Timothy.... 6ft 3in tall. I have anerexia, I just cut myself for the first time today (Dec. 4th 2017). I also have PTSD from night terrors as a baby, PTSD from being yelled at every single day from the ages of 5 to 8, and PTSD from being forced to face my fear of the dark when I was 8. Also, I was possessed by a demon from the ages of 6 1/2 to 10, and even though it’s gone now most of the time, it will still come back on occasion. I was bullied from 8yo to 10yo, I did see a therapist during that period, and it did help, but it’s not like it protected me. From the ages of 10 to 12, I was addicted to pornography, and I do slip up occasionally now, but it wouldn’t be considered an addiction. From the ages of 10 to 14, I was addicted to masturbating. I have ADHD. I have “accidentally” tried to commit suicide 3 times. I have gone into a deep depression 5 times previous. I have contemplated suicide three times. If I drink any diet soda or flavored water, I get EXTREMELY sick (like the flu x10). I WILL NOT eat seafood. Sometimes I will lose sense of emotions (like, I won’t feel happy, sad, anything). I have mild OCD. My vision will occasionally stop working for a few seconds. Cutting myself feels wrong, but not cutting myself feels worse. I truely believe that “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” I have blocked out most of my life. My heart rate can get abnormally fast. I burnt myself with a lighter once. I have insomnia.
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- It's complicated
- Sexuality
- Demisexual, Bi
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Occupation
- School, swim coach
- Politics
- Politicians are all self centered liars
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Cancer
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Swimming, tae Kwon do, listening to music, cutting myself, working out, reading “TGGBB” by rubixcube on wattpad, Clash Royale, trying to fix myself, trying to help others, learning shit
- Music
- Fall out boy, Eminem, Sia, Linkin Park, Queen, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Journey
- Movies
- The Matrix, The Avengers
- Television
- I barely ever watch TV
- Games
- Anything
- Books
- “The good girl’s bad boys” by rubix cube on wattpad, the Eragon trillogy
- Sports
- Swimming
- Heroes
- Pierce Bradly English, Michael Phelps, Connor Murphy, Aaron Marino, Merrick Williford
- Favorite quotes
- I have a whole book full of ‘em
- Other interests
- Poetry (writing it)
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Signature
- -TJswims