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awh, that's always the hardest part! when they get single and you have to teach yourself not to get your hopes up! i hate that! haha.
but hey, just start talking to her more and maybe things will be good between you two (:

Dude pendulum is awesome

Aww I'm sorry to hear that...but now you get to flirt without feeling guilty =P Hehe. (Not with me xDDD)

I'm getting ready to go to work. My 5th day of work ^^ I love iiiit. I haven't done anything this summer either, so don't feel so bad xD

*pokes eye* HEHEHEHEEE

I'm not sure if homeschool is the same thing as private school, but yeah they're a lot nicer than the people at my old school. I know that I don't want to end my life anymore, but I realize that I don't need to end my life over some things that happened to me. I really hope things will get better for me once I graduate and start college

I always bring up bad memories. My mind is never positive right now. I try so hard to think positive, but it doesn't work very well. I know I always got made fun of when I was in elementary school, but it got worse when I started middle and high school. I can never ignore what people say about me. I always let it get to me. If people say I'm ugly, I usually believe them because I do think I'm ugly. I just wish I could ignore every bad thing someone says about me, but it's kind of hard to. I'm glad I really don't have to deal with the bullying anymore since I'm not in public school

No need to be sorry. It's not your fault. I've been dealing with this bullying for years, and I was just tired of dealing with it. I never did anything wrong to the people who bullied me. I was just a nice quiet girl who is nice to everyone. I didn't deserve to get bullied at all. I just want to get help with my depression and suicidal problems, but I think something is getting in the way of me getting help

They use to call me really bad names, make fun of me, no one really liked me, and people would fight me over stupid reason. I'm upset about the things that happened to me

I'm just upset with my life and the way people use to treat me in public school

I'm not really sure. I'm just depressed and suicidal

what's your conflict?
anything that i could maybe help with? haha.