TheWhiteTornado Offline

I know you would care, but I really don't see why you would. My life already sucked before she passed away. I always wanted to give up because I knew I wasn't worth living or anything. It seems like no one cares about me, loves me, or wants me. I don't want to keep crying every day about her dying. I try to let it out when I get upset, but it gets out of control and I end up hurting myself or having a panic attack. I'm trying my best to move on, but it's not working just yet. I don't even think I'm going to be happy for my birthday and it's on Friday

But you can sleep those 4 hours :P So ha!
*pokes chin*

Haha, oh my goodness, that's funny! Haha.

I'm alright, how are you?

Im gonna sleep. Worked 10 hour shift today so I can wake up and work 7 into the night...and wake up at 5:30. zomg lol

I don't think it'll be alright. She wasn't meant to die. She just had a newborn a week before she died. I try to do a lot so my friends can stay alive and live a better life than me. I can't stop crying over this. I really miss her and I want to be with her. There aren't many people who love me or would care if I died. I know some people would be really happy if I was gone. I don't know how much longer I can be here

It's alright. It's hard to get over this because she told me she was okay but in a little bit of pain the last time I spoke to her. She was a really good friend. She stopped me from doing suicide so many times and she helped me with some of my problems. I never thought I was lose someone else that I'm close to. I don't think it's going to be alright. I lost 2 family members and 1 friend. I can't keep losing people. You don't have to be here for me if you don't want to

Today just begun for me
So...it' bleh as it's early xD
Buuut I think it'll get better.

What're you up to?

Thanks Jack!!
You're a sweetie-pie!! [In a manly kind of way!!]
I hope things work out for me too!! lol
I do appreciate you being supportive though.
Just knowing that there are guys in this world - just like you - make the world a nicer place to be!!
[I should probably get a job writing greeting card!!]
The thing is though - I mean it. [What I said about you....]
You know something? The radio station I listen to when I'm online is starting to drive me nuts. They seem to play the same 5 songs over and over again. "What do you want from me?!" Yeah!! That's what I want to know!! lol [I hope that made some sense to you because right now I'm laughing - oh yeah - I'm Mr. Funny bones!!]
Can you imagine how silly I would be if I drank?! LOL
SUPER GREAT BIG HUG for JACK
Craig!!

My friend passed away a few hours ago and I'm really upset. This is the third person I lost that was close to me. I'm just really scared that I'll lose someone else or something

Hey there..