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July 15th 2011 11:06 AM - permalink
justfallinginlove

aww thanks. im glad i could make you smile!
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June 17th 2011 05:54 AM - permalink
Spirit.

You're very welcome dear!
Aww, I'm glad it came at the right time! <3
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June 15th 2011 03:24 PM - permalink
Spirit.

Hello beautiful!
It's random hug day!!

Love you<3
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June 12th 2011 11:55 AM - permalink
Spirit.

That's really great to hear! I'm so happy for you!!
I'm doing good! Today was a nice lazy day and I took a good long time to relax and get back on track, so yuh, it was good!
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June 12th 2011 09:34 AM - permalink
Spirit.

Thanks for the add Jane!
How are you doing?
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April 12th 2011 05:22 AM - permalink
Mandiie.Love

Oh I'm sorry dear. Anything you'd like to discuss? (Possibly over PM?) And I'm doing alright. :3
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April 10th 2011 04:39 PM - permalink
Mandiie.Love

Hai there. How are you? :3
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October 10th 2010 04:22 AM - permalink
katara317

are you on gaiaonline.com?
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February 28th 2010 07:56 AM - permalink
MegaMadness

Hey there Waltera!
I'm Megan and I'm a buddy here. How are you going?
You should make a thread in Arrivals & Departures. That way people can get to know you better.
If you ever need anything, feel free to drop me a line anytime.
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Raphael

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I feel happier and emptier than I ever had
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traumatized

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Latinx

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University - Undergraduate

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Myself

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Leftist

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Unsure

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Cancer
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Writing

Music

10 Years, Chevelle, RED, Muse, Coldplay, Rise Against

Movies

A Beautiful Mind, Gone Girl, The Social Network, Milk

Television

Empire, Steven Universe

Books

GONE, HUNGER, LIES, PLAGUE, FEAR, LIGHT, Gone Girl

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Reading

Heroes

Dean Spade

Favorite quotes

"This is the last time I'll abandon you, and this is the last time I'll forget you."
"Please don't break my ideals, and say what's fake, was always real."
"I live my life like I bleed, too much"
"Is there a God tonight, up in the sky, or is it empty just like me?"
"Force me to lose control, watch as I lose my soul, push me until I fall"
"Don't say I'm better off dead. 'Cause heaven's full and hell won't have me. Won't you make some room in your bed? Oh well you could, lock me up in your heart and throw away the key. Won't you take me out of my head?"
"For a second, not a single moment of my past belonged."
"Waking, the nightmare bleeds over. I'll fight you, your darkness, feeding."
"So use my affection as your favourite weapon"
"I wanna live in a wooden house, making more friends would be easy, I wanna live where the sun comes out"
"Wake, unafraid, a new day a new time is here. Worlds fade away, I'll laugh while they all disappear."
"I pray peace my find me"

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THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

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Speaking as loneliness listens

Posted April 8th 2017 at 08:12 AM by The Darkness

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This whole friend thing got me fucked up.
I feel like I gotta watch everything I post on social media just so it won't tick off people. I have to be as careful as some kid who just added their parent to social media. That means no talking about people, no ironic edgy jokes, none of that. Just me and my fucking boring outside life.
Meanwhile, my therapist seems to be siding with the friend issue and denies I'm desperate for friends. Which is a total lie, I am fucking desperate for friends...

The phrase "life goes on" terrifies me

Posted April 1st 2017 at 10:13 AM by The Darkness

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I have some to unpack. It's about friends and the feeling of losing my mind again.
I should listen to my therapist and seriously go to sleep right now but I need to write about the people I know in a space where I know they won't see.
So, let's just start with friends. I invited them to come with me to buy groceries and Erin refused while Thor ignored. Later, I see on snapchat that they're both at Kailoni's birthday party when Erin said they'll be heading home at that time so they...

It's been a while

Posted June 17th 2015 at 08:34 AM by The Darkness

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I just
It's been a lot
I got back with Evan so that's a plus
I've passed my college classes, barely, so that's a plus.
I got pneumonia and for that reason I needed to quit my summer job
I can't escape my mom so she degrades me everyday
My therapist says mother's verbal abuse is just her way of saying I love you.
Of course how could I be so blind of course yelling at your child that she's useless and will never be a functioning member of society is...

Well

Posted March 20th 2015 at 02:48 AM by The Darkness

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It's like I can't have happiness anymore.
It's been like 6 months since I broke up with Evan and I'm still crying at night and wishing I was dead.
Lana Del Rey can clearly depict my sadness.
I just have hit my low again. Hopefully tomorrow I can send a letter I wrote to him saying how much I hate him and how much he's hurt me because I cannot let him go on happy as he is without feeling guilty over what he's done to me. He can't go on and move on without feeling a little bit...

I jinx it i jinx it

Posted September 12th 2014 at 06:59 AM by The Darkness

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I SAY THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE AND DANDY AND THEN IT BECOMES NOT FINE AND DANDY
I lost him. I posted about him a few minutes ago
I am just so sad

so terribly sad

i was suppose to marry him but now

nothing.

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