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* Tainted Angel OfflineShy but sweet =) |
About Me
- Basics
- Gender
- Female
- About
- About me
- I like to type a lot about myself, haha, I'd probably won't read the entire thing either. xD So it's no big deal if you end up reading a quarter way & stop! =P
I am a nice, sweet, & good person who will accept anyone as they are. But I am shy & quiet to people I don't know.
But on this forum, I'm not so shy or quiet. =P
Only my friends & family, IN REAL LIFE, see my more fun loving, smiley, & silly side! n_n
While others see me as very mature, apathetic, & awkward...
... I just get nervous around strangers that's all. x_x
I admit to having a weird side to me, I find childish, silly, & immature humor funny yet, I am quite mature for my age. I guess you can say I'm on the wavering line of both an adult & child.
I lived a somewhat sheltered childhood life because my parents are strict & are trying to protect my innocence, but reality cannot be escaped.
I go to a school where there are a lot of gangsters there and am an outcast to most of them...
And I sorta blame my parents for making me paranoid of guys, thinking that they're trying to "come after me" if you know what I mean... (There are a lot of perverted guys out there! >=( especially in my area.... *gasp!*)
I used to be a real life Rapunzel (seen the movie Tangled? yeah, I was a lot like her); pure, innocent, creative, imaginative, caring, empathetic, naive, energetic, & really kind. But the world has tainted me & so now I have built an emotionless, apathetic, stony exterior to protect my soft, sensitive exterior.
Actually, I'm kinda glad I built this... stoic exterior because it protects me from those pedos & pervs! >=(
I have also grown to be a little afraid of people for the way they have treated me & for knowing what humans are -really- capable of doing to me... So I am slow to open my heart to others...
The world is close to embittering me, it has already taken away my feelings to care & sympathize with others, making me pretty stoic.
But I still haven't lost my ways of being nice to people. I don't ever want to hurt animals or people; I'm very loving, just not caring, there's a difference. =P
Though... sometimes I believe that it would be better if I desensitize & be mean like everybody else....
I don't want to end up as the cold loner that sits alone in the corner by herself though...
I just find the world cruel & have hard time opening up myself to others... I'm sorry for being so stiff or cold. =(
On a lighter note~
Hi! 8D
(You know that 8D, ^, up there is a smiley face right?.. cause... some people don't know at first xD
And if you read this entire "About Me" then... kudos to you! =D Yay! KUDOS!
Now reward yourself with a cookie. =) lol
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- Single & Dreaming...
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Cambodian/Thai/Chinese/American
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- I find politics uninteresting
- Zodiac sign
- Taurus
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Drawing, playing on computer, making graphics on Photoshop, video games, watching movies & tv, day dreaming, listening to music, singing, making amvs, writing stories online.
- Music
- Chris Brown & Katy Perry
- Movies
- The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, Freedom Writers, The Blind Side, Spirited Away, Fantastic Mr. Fox, Kung Fu Hustle, Toy Story 3, The Prestige, Inception, Mulan, Finding Nemo, The Princess & the Frog
- Television
- Supernatural, First season of Heroes, Friends, Mushi-Shi, Noein, Kimi Ni Todoke,
- Games
- Heavy Rain, Kingdom Hearts II, Portal 1 & 2, Dragon Age: Origins, Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, Super Smash Bros. Melee/Brawl, Harvest Moon: Animal Parade, Earth Defense Force
- Books
- I Am the Messenger, The Hunger Games (1), Petey
- Sports
- Badminton, swimming, beachball volleyball, grounded bicycling
- Favorite quotes
- I have too many that I like & I feel too lazy to type them all down. =P
- Other interests
- anime, cartoons, paranormal, food, supernatural, animals, life, dreams, guys xD, birds, thunderstorms, luxury, shopping, astrology, art, Nigahiga =D, other stuff.
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Signature
Embrace and love yourself,
Even the more darker and imperfect part of yourself,
No one knows you more than yourself,
And sometimes you can count only on yourself...