Symphony. Offline

hey can you help me?

I didn't say anything, I think what happened with my ex-boyfriend is well... we made that sexual mistake and then we both turned on eachother. Bad idea. My ex-girlfriend, she's being all "fix your life by yourself" because I think she just wants the normal me back. But she doesn't understand squat. And the guy I love... who's avoiding me... I just sort of annoy him with my depression. I don't wanna avoid any of them, I just wanna avoid me :/ which is impossible, thus I go nowhere.
Hopefully this all blows over... soon

Well, the ex-boyfriend is so pissed he's avoiding me. My ex-girlfriend thinks I'm going bizerk, the guy I actually love won't talk to me, ugh. Better, this is better

oh yeah, fun times, waking up early lucky for me that isn't a problem anymore, thus I barely sleep to begin with but yeah, relaxing does help a lot. And I hope the drama goes away, if I had known one silly mistake would have torn me apart... lets just say, I would have bought a big tub of ice-cream. Yayyy

Oh cool! you're the one that watched me... gotcha I've been...better. I think I just made a ton of drama for myself in one stupid move with my exboyfriend, and so now I'm having bad thoughts, but other than that, I'm okay. Hbu?

awwww thank you my solo the other two times went okay I guess, and I wanna be a singer too
Self esteem is really getting to me now too, but I know that somewhere down the lines we're gonna get happier. Hopefully anyway and I know you're not a creeper, I can relate to the checking-out-profile-thing

No problem girly, I'll talk to you soon!

Haha oh yeah, procrastinating is always a fun time That's a good thing, you aren't bottling up the emotions (which is something I'd always do; not so good), but rather trying to shut out anything negative. Proudness
I'm okay.... I seem to be getting lower and lower in my depression, but I'm also trying to hang on, you never really know I guess. I'm fine