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July 1st 2019 09:25 PM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

You're welcome. It's lovely to see you back in color How are you doing? I hope you are okay.
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June 30th 2019 10:05 PM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

Sending you hugs.
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May 19th 2019 11:30 PM - permalink
DeletedAccount40

I see you are on leave, please take care of yourself.

May 7th 2019 12:04 PM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

Happy Birthday! Have a wonderful day
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May 7th 2019 10:49 AM - permalink
Celyn

Happy Birthday, Jess!
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April 8th 2019 02:51 AM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

Hi, how are you doing? Hope you are well.
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March 7th 2019 07:43 PM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

I'm glad you are ok, and that is great that you haven't SH. When you get the feeling of doing this, try to do something to get your mind off of this, going for a walk, drawing, reading or something else you like to do. I'm ok, thank you, have school and home stuff is crazy right now.
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March 6th 2019 12:12 AM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

Hi, how are you doing?
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October 4th 2018 03:48 AM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

I'm sorry that you are having a hard time with all of this right now. When you are getting the feeling of SH try doing something to get you're mind off of this. Going for a walk or putting on a funny movie or TV show or music or something else that you like to do to help you out. I hope you will be okay soon.
I'm okay, thanks, tried had to redo my project because the puppy ate it. The other students in class laugh at me because they didn't think it was true. I almost started to cry. People are rude. I hope you have a good day tomorrow.
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September 30th 2018 10:07 PM - permalink
Arabesque- golfing girl.

Hi, how's it going?
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Questioning My Faith

Posted June 20th 2021 at 09:40 PM by SunShine2002

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I have been a Christian for a long time but for the past year, I have been questioning my sexuality. This has in turn brought questions about my faith as from first glance it is very precise in what it says. Man shall not sleep with Man. This is a difficult thing to get your head around when you think you are pansexual because what if I end up sleeping with the same gender. I get to the point where I am ok with it, I have got both my faith and my sexuality in line together and things are good and...

Tattoo

Posted April 26th 2021 at 06:25 PM by SunShine2002

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So, today I got my first tattoo and it wasn't that bad. At least that is what I am telling myself because I am afraid that the only reason I was ok with it because I liked the pain. The tattoo is on my wrist and it felt like I was hurting myself again and now in my head, it feels like that is an ok thing to do and I want more.

The tattoo I got means a lot to me but now all I want to do is hurt myself, it gave me that feeling back and it felt good. Is it weird to say I have missed...

Expectations

Posted April 24th 2021 at 10:05 PM by SunShine2002

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Why does everyone have these expectations of me. So my Nan died, and since then everyone around me expects me to break down, like everyone and it is so frustrating. I am doing ok, I have a new job, I am stable on my meds, I am doing well. To the point where I even decided to stop therapy, this happened before my nan but was finalized after. I am doing ok and I hate that everyone is expecting me to fail.

Relapse

Posted March 15th 2021 at 10:20 PM by SunShine2002

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I relapsed and I don't care. I jus don't care and I don't know how to get that care back. 600 days clean and I relapse and I don't care. I am numb to everything and I hate to say it but it feels good to SH again. I don't know where to go from here, I don't know if I want to recover.

Some Thoughts

Posted March 9th 2021 at 01:08 PM by SunShine2002

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I have a question for those of you who have been here.

How do you explain to people around you what is going on in your head? Everyone around me wants me to be honest with them. They ask how I am and I want to answer honestly but the problem is I know they will just worry.

My answer now is that I don't want to live. This isn't me actively planning and taking action but the basic answer is I don't want to live. I don't want to be here and people get really concerned...