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Me too! I have volunteered with sexual violence awareness for a long time, and I'm going to start college in August as a Psychology major, hoping to become a counselor/psychologist for those suffering with addiction/eating disorders. Wanting to work in a rehabilitation or something. I'm weird though. xD But yep! So how're you doing today?

Yeah there are, but they're mostly for victims of sexual/domestic assault and such. I actually worked for the place that ran it for a while, volunteer anyway.

Very true, I'm here though if you ever need someone to talk to (:
And I've been alright I guess. I went to the doctors finally and got prescribed for anti depressants/anxiety medication and something for acid reflex (stomach problems). Hopefully they help!

I have the same problem with a friend of mine .. we talk a lot about my problems but she hardly ever wants to talk about hers, and i'm very worried about her! u just try to be supportive and just be there for him

I'm glad you're seeing a shrink, though. Seeing someone about this is a great idea. I have actually never talked to a counselor, don't have good enough medical insurance to cover it. :\ But I know how great it is. These times will end. Just got to breathe through the panic attacks, and know that it has to end. And the kid will probably forgive you, if he understands what you're going through. It happens sometimes.

That sucks ):
Some people just don't know how to deal with depression or when someone has it
I hope everything works out!

try to be there for him if he's sad, then he'll automatically listen to you and you'll start exchanging ur problems and sadness together .. it usually works for me. and if he doesn't want to talk, tell him some of ur problems and when he sees that ur trusting him he'll start trrusting you as well. by doing this ur not burdenning him with ur problems everyone needs a shoulder to lean on sometimes, and tell him that u hate life without him. try the stuff, and if he doesnt start talking to you immediately dont panic some ppl take longer to build trust and to open up. hope this has helped you

I completely understand. But it'll be okay. You just need to find people will support you, even with your ups and downs. Sometimes, it takes friends a while to understand. But they will. <3 So how're you today?

I exactly know how you feel cos im passing through the same thing ... have you talked to someone about it? Remember that ur not alone in this world dear xx
whats making u feel this numb? im sorry if i reply to you late ! im having exams in two weeks and im not having much time to come here .. u can talk to me whenever u want though

Aww no, don't worry length of messages, I'm a pretty long winded person myself. I completely understand what you're going through. When I started cutting myself, I lost a lot of my friends. I lost my best friend, and a very good friend of mine, because they didn't want the "negativity" or the "bad influence." So I was pretty much a loner all of middle school, who cut in the bathroom, and read the history book during lunch like a freak. I didn't make any friends until high school. The thing you have to start figuring out at this point are who are the friends worth keeping. My cutting actually ended up helping me find my best friend, who was also a cutter, and our first bonding was through talking about it. We both are recovered now, and it's great knowing that we got through all of our problems together. My boyfriend was also very supportive. At this point in your recovery, you need to surround yourself with people who are going to make you feel better, not worse, so at this point you may want to reconsider the friendships worth keeping. Now, my ex-best friend who ditched me is now a drop out who is doing drugs, while I'm going to university on a full tuition scholarship, so to be honest, I really didn't need her in my life making things worse.
See, I'm long winded. Lol.
My point is: Real friends will stick with you, and things will get better. I have my rough days, but things have gotten SOOO much better for me. And it will get better for you to. You just have to start with day one, and keep going. You will probably relapse a few times, and you will probably have days where you don't want to get up, but you have to keep on swimming. And I, any many other supportive people, can be with you on that journey.
And thanks! Trying my best not to stress. Graduating from high school June 10th, just got to get through these next two weeks! Lol.