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I've been trying so freaking hard ti get over him. But he was my first love. I loved him with all my heart, with all my soul, and with all my being. I hate that I can't stop loving him. He told me he loved me and then he was gone. He was able to just leave get over it. How did he get over a year and seven months so quickly? How did he go from I love you to I don't so quickly? Why does he get to get away pain free and I'm still crying my eyes out because he left? How can he talk to me in school without feeling sad? I hate myself for loving him. But I can't help it. I fucking love him. and there's nothing anyone can do to change that or make it better. No matter how hard I try no matter how much I know he doesn't love me anymore no matter how many times I'm reminded I LOVE HIM! Sure everyone keeps saying he's a jerk and that I could do better but I don't want better. I want him back. I don't feel alive anymore. I feel like I'm just surviving but I'm getting exhausted from pretending I'm ok and from trying to move on. I can't do it anymore I just can't.

Hey, I'm Amanda. I read your post on the Depression & Suicide forum. I'm so sorry that you feel that way. I know what it feels like and if there's any way I could help you please feel free to talk to me. I've been where you're at and I'm still struggling. Hope you are okay

Xx, Amanda

Hey girl!

Just wishing you a very happy birthday! Congratulations on your two week self harm free streak! You are doing great!

Hope you have a fantabulous birthday!

TWO WEEKS FREE OF SELF HARM!

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WELCOME TO TEENHELP! That wasn't meant to be on capitals and I wasn't screaming
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