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I have been accepted since January! But the problem is i cant get enough scholarships to go to the university. I am not sure if spending most of the family's money just to go for this uni is okay or not, because i should be the one responsible for the lack of money in future, but i am really not making a single cent from the scholarship applications.

there is another uni which i have secured a full scholarship so this will be my backup, but i really hope i wont have to resort to this university.

well this is talking about lifelong dedication here! Also i certainly have no skills on how to be her carer for now, especially i am going to uni soon. What i mention about this will be something after my graduate at least. (Although the problem still remains: who will look after her during the 3 to 4 years?)

i took a lot of rest today since i had fever yesterday and i feel bad for sleeping since the morning till night. i will practice more now at least before i sleep again.

I am sorry because i noticed it has been a lot about me. I learnt that conversation cannot be one sided, so i must not always talk about myself. What about you? How is school (academically and non academically?)

I am embarassed to name the university. It starts with C.. But yeah it is the UK haha. i will start uni from this september onwards.

I am fine, my parents decided to divorce once i start my university but i will be fine. I am worried about how taking care my sister but what i think is that i will eventually take over the responsibility so it will be ok. I wont have to worry if i do it myself.

But today i failed a math test and i am angry lol so right now i am practising more math so that i wont fail the next test.

(i think recently i am gaining some interest back in math, but this time i do care about what will happen if i am obvlious to the world outside math because i know how terrible it is if i lose interest in math again. i am still trying to regain my interest fully so that i wont be depressed.)

Hey Sue! How have you been? You are right i will be back here for the moment unless i get very very busy. i try to allocate like half to an hour here per day to keep in touch with the people here.

I am doing fine today, even though some things happened but i will keep on going. Oh yeah i am going to university very soon and i have two choices to make. Guess what is one of the choice! (or the country)

I hope you have a great time. I would love to hear about it when you come back

I like you're new name yes we are, I'm not sure where we are going. Are you going anywhere?

Okay. I wish you the best with them.

I have test right now. When do you start you're tests?

I hope that everything will be okay. I have two weeks left.

I'm glad you are ok, I am too, thank you. Are you almost done with school?

Hi, how are you doing? I hope you are well.