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Well its like, if something is worrying me and upsetting me etc then I get these attacks. They are horrible, you can't breathe and get all dizzy. When Im generally feeling low and/or stressed though, I get more of them. Right now the slightest thing is setting me off and I feel like Im constantly having difficulty breathing, its terrible Thanks though hun. xxx

Ah, that sounds good... yeah my brain does that a lot too, and I dont think I would want to clean bathrooms either! Im not doing so good, everythings just getting on top of me right now and I have been feeling so bad that my panic attacks have started up again and Im getting them all the time

Yeah, I know what you mean. I am keeping a few of my scars on purpose, I feel like they are a part of me... its like you said really. I just don't want to be covered in them. How you doin anyway?

Yeah i suppose so but if you use those products then it will fade the scars and you will feel better and look better.. It will help you feel more comfortable. I mean, I personally don't want these scars for the rest of my life

I feel too uncomfortable to do any of that stuff tbh. I just can't. Im using bio oil on my arms right now though and switching to cut right at the top of my legs so people can't really see it

Oh thats good with your tutor Yeah, well I never wear short sleeves ever but its horrible when its hot and you have to pretend your quite cool when actually your roasting and would like nothing more than to take your jumper off!! I have found that with makeup on my arms too but i thought it was just that I hadn't washed it off properly?

Yeah, it is tough isn't it? Do you have one teacher that you like in particular? You could go and talk to them about your work, or your form tutor. I had a chat with my form tutor cos I was really struggling to do my work while feeling so low etc and she got me a learning mentor (who is also my english teacher) its good, so now I can chat to my english teacher and she helps me with it all. Yeah, summers good It kinda freaks me though with the whole hot weather and covering up self harm thing though.. x

ah, yeah motivation for exams is tough... I havent really been doing much tbh

Its OK If you need any help figuring it out though just let me know! Im glad your feeling better... been up to much? x

Andy, hun, you wrote on your own wall. Its lucky I popped by for a visit to your page otherwise I wouldn't have noticed! If you want to write back to somebody then you have to click on either "reply" or "view conversation" at the bottom of the message they left you. If you click on view conversation you can see what they said and type your reply in a box like this one... Idk hard to explain sorry but Im sure you will get it