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I think it's great that you can still talk to him though! I mean your situation could be worse to the extent where you can't even talk to him. It's awesome that you have someone so special.

Good to know you are doing okay with that.

Yeah it definitely helped, thank you.

I saw your post in departures. I really hope you have fun! New York is such a thriving state. I know you'll have fun! Take lots of pictures, and tell me how it is when you get back!

thankyou. but that proves your strong if you didnt do it and you get stronger every urge you dont give into but really well done, you should be proud of yourself Have fun in NY! i'd love to go there, and that'd be good if started counseling, but chill out in NY and have a break

hey! no we havent, i'm okay I guess not been so great lately but its slowly picking up. you?

Yeah, that would be something eh. How long was it before? well, that's what I think of, to see two people who like each other but they have something keeping them from being together.
I'm still sorry to hear about your friends, that's never a great thing to go through. =\
Oh wow, that was definitely powerful, what you wrote. I suppose you're right though.
Oohlala! New York eh, do you visit there often?

Hey!
You seem really nice. Thanks for your post on my thread "Self Hate" in the Depression and Suicide forum. It was really kind of you, and it sort of made me feel in a small way good about myself... that maybe things aren't so bad. So, thanks a lot.
Much luv,
xoxox Bex xoxox

Oh I understand now. Those situations always hard to deal with. But like in the little mermaid, i'm sure there will be a way sooner or later that will allow you to be with him, hopefully, I really wish you luck with that.
I'm so sorry that you've lost three friends. That's such a horrible ordeal. Have you tried talking to them to get them back?

A part of me does want help. I'm kinda upset with myself that I didn't say anything while I had the chance. But then again, I don't want help because I'd rather try to defeat what ever is wrong with me by myself. I don't want to trouble my family with my issues sort of thing.

Have you started counselling yet?

Aww, I'm sorry that things are going bad. That's never good to hear. You should really check out the alternatives for the cutting thing. They really do help at times! Don't worry about the boy there are plenty of fish in the sea for you, who deserves your love more. What do you mean that you lost your friends?

The doctor visit wasn't so bad actually. She didn't ask about like cutting or if I was depressed, despite what my mum told her. So I was really worrying over something so little. I'm now kinda convince that my mum doesn't know about my cutting. I thought she did, but now I'm thinking she doesn't.

Yeah definitely. I would be the same way, but I think that I'd be able to catch it earlier, because I know the signs you know. So it would be a bit easier, and I wouldn't yell at them.
But I agree, I have my doctors appointment on Wednesday and a lot of stuff is going to be revealed I just know it. .

How are you holding up? Are things well?

I hope you're feeling better

Oh wow, I'm so proud that you are able to do that. It's great that you can have a relationship like that with your mum! I love it, it's so great that we as young people are promoting the idea of peace.

Actually the other day I'm 99.9% sure my mum found about about my cutting. I haven't cut recently on my arms, but she asked to see my wrists, and she saw some scars, and she's like we are telling the doctor about this, you aren't normal. well actually she used a different vocabulary, but I'm pretty sure she knows, she just doesn't want to talk about it.