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neither have i, but im back for good now. meh thats not true, you can live without him, hard i know but ive been in a relationship over a year thinking i couldnt live without them and then i could. you'll be okay

ive been okay, busy with school got side tracked but okay, and ive got a new girlfriend you?

aw it just sounds like your having a hard time :/ once you get it all back on track it'll be fine, its just piling up on you. deal with one thing at a time.

Im okay right now, you?

hey love. you're not pink anymore
I really hope everything is going well with you. I know you've been a bit blahish, so I really want to make sure you're okay.
Please take care of yourself.

Oh whats been wrong?

Yeah exactly me too. its like people going on about how bad smoking is, then dont sell cigarettes at all and ban them? whats the point really. that was completely of topic but there we are.

Ive been so busy with coursework i havent been on in ages. A levels suck and im sick.

its not much better in my town, there all pregnant or have STDs.

oh goood. ah yeah i havent been on for ages o.o

Hey there's certainly no rush at all. I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling so down lately. If you want to talk about it, you can always get in touch with me. Depression may be a possibility or a resolution to your pessimistic attitude, I can't remember if you said you were starting counselling for you SH, but if you are, I would try to tell your counsellor about this if they don't already know. Though I'm sorry people are being ignorant towards your feelings. No worries about the rant, it's good to get things out at times.

The only down fall to NYU is $$$ but I mean it's a great place. But try not to put yourself so down. You know, I turned 18 two days ago, and tbh with you, I didn't think I was going to live long enough to see that age, but I've made it, and it's keeping me going, now I'm focusing on graduation. Maybe you could set a goal to reach. It may keep your attitude up a bit more. Even just like little goals like passing a test or getting your room clean, little things that you can accomplish will make you feel a bit better, trust me on this one.

Driving is fun, I'll admit that. haha I think you'll love it, maybe that could be a goal? To live long enough to be able to drive then once you are able to drive on your own, push your goal back to keep living until you're 18, then once you've reached that, then push your goal back until graduation, or getting accepted.

Homework can get over whelming at times, so don't put yourself under so much stress, because it can put you down.

Again, take as long as you want to respond. I hope that you feel better soon, don't hesitate to talk to me if you want. my MSN is em_whitehouse@hotmail.com. I'm usually on. Please take care of yourself.

oh its okay dont worry about it. whats been up?

Im okay, you?

I want to go back to America, baadd.

Och, hopefully it won't come to that =).
Thing is, I used to not be, but recently I've been increasingly anti-social and I've decided to try and do something about it.

Och, don't feel bad, the leave system is here for just this kind of thing,I've used it myself a good few times too, as has more or less most staff, don't feel bad.
I'm okay,...just been at a party after I forced myself to be social..I feel a bit weird because of it though..