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- Auburn
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- Female
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- USA
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- I'm entering a new world and I'm terrified.
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- Single
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- Heterosexual/Straight
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- Caucasian/White
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- University - Undergraduate
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Posted August 12th 2015 at 04:06 AM by slowly_fading
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It's all my fault! I hate this so much! I sometimes wish life did not exist. I don't even know what to do anymore.... WONDERFUL!
Posted August 7th 2015 at 04:53 AM by slowly_fading
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I knew it! It would not last long. I'm tired of things that go on at home. I have the best little sibling but I'm the one chasing the child. I'm the one that's asked to do things. People expect so much from me and when I don't meet their standards I'm frowned upon.
You may tell me "move out!" MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!! And if you say get a job, I have one. If you say sit down and talk to your parents, done that! If you say go to school, I'm starting college this fall. If you...
You may tell me "move out!" MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!! And if you say get a job, I have one. If you say sit down and talk to your parents, done that! If you say go to school, I'm starting college this fall. If you...
Posted July 31st 2015 at 07:05 AM by slowly_fading
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It's kinda frustrating that people sometimes try to joke about your metal health when in all reality it only hurts you more. A family member tried telling me they were going to be my therapist and that I needed to tell them what was going on in a joking manner. I told this person some but they'd turn around and say well that's in your past. Just forget about it! Easier Said Than Done!
Posted April 20th 2014 at 05:53 AM by slowly_fading
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Well, my night is coming to an end and all I'm doing is sitting here thinking. Why must things go the way they are? Why did I allow things to get out of control like this? Why am I allowing myself to do this? Why am I the way I am? What did I do to cause all of this? How on earth am I going to get myself out of this hole I have dug for myself?
Tomorrows a new day, lets see how it goes...
Tomorrows a new day, lets see how it goes...
Posted April 19th 2014 at 09:39 PM by slowly_fading
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I'm so worried right now. We are not having a really healthy dinner tonight and I'm so scared I'm going to get fat. I already know what I'm going to do after dinner, it's just the fact that I'm going to have to eat it tonight!!!! I will work-out afterwards, I just hate doing this to myself! When I eat I feel guilty, it's like saying "It's okay, feed yourself, you're just going to get fat". I wish I never had to eat or my parents would not make me eat... I wish food was not around.... I'm...
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