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Last Activity: January 26th 2013 08:46 AM
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I <3 rock/metal/screamo!
And I listen to those songs too, they give me something to relate too
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Thats fantastic!
I find that music usually helps me out a lot, especially blasting it
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Oh no problem! I'll check it out. I hope you feel better soon
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Blue, how about yours? -
What happened? -
I've only just woke up!
How about you? -
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Awh, do you want to talk about it?
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Well as it is 9:21am here, it's awesome thanks Not had much time to go wrong :') How's yours been?x
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Why thank you!
I hope you have a super great day!!
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Nicole W.
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- San Diego, California, U.S.A.
- About
- About me
- (Please expect Sudden, long Periods of Absence from me for no Reason. I'm Sorry. I'm just....like that.)
Hey, Everyone! My name is Nicole! I have 2 little brothers. I was Born and Raised in Sunny San Diego and I'm currently 15-years-old. I only know English, but I am trying to Learn French in School. :) Speaking of school, I am going into 10th grade this year. I'm looking forward to going back to School. I love vacation, but I love learning New things (and talking to my Teachers) even more! ;)
I have light brown hair and Greenish-Bluish-Hazel eyes. My favorite color is Royal Blue and my Favorite Flower is a Tie between a Red Rose and a Black Rose (Real or Fake). When I was Little, though, Sunflowers used to be my Favorite Flower. :)
I hope to become a Veterinarian when I'm older, cuz I love Animals (especially Cats). I'm also thinking of moving up to Washington (the State) someday.
In real-life: I am a very Emotional and Sensitive Person on the Inside, however, because I have Trouble expressing my Emotions, often times I can appear to be quite Stoic. Often times I try to hide my true feelings by putting up walls & putting on a Façade. I try not to let things bother me. Whatever I don't want to remember, I shove to the back of my mind until I either forget it, or my mind messes with the facts so much that I can no longer tell the difference between what happened & what's just a Dream.
I am very accepting of others, however I don't condone the abuse/neglect of Animals/Children/the Elderly. I'm not into Politics. I'm not terribly Religious. I'm not into Sports, but I do like to Watch Football (Soccer), Volleyball, Tennis, Ice Skating, Gymnastics, Swimming, & Professional Bull-Riding every Now-and-Then. If it's an International game being Played, I tend to root for Russia, Canada, or Mexico. I almost never root for America (even though I'm American).
I hate to take sides (unless we are talking about Laws or Sports). Even if I lean more towards one person's side, I'll almost always just say I'm Neutral. I am also filled with a lot of self-hatred & I have low self-esteem. I can't stand to be yelled at or criticized. It's far too Painful to stand to hear. :( I feel Depressed a lot (though I don't show it).
I feel like I just don't fit in with others. I have a fear that I will do/say something wrong in front of them & then they'll reject me because of it. As a result, I tend to avoid contact with others when I can. (Even on the Web I can be this way at Times.) It's far too stressful & draining to socialize with People.... :P Though I still yearn to be close to others....
I feel the constant need to be Perfect and to live up to everyone elses standards. I have my standards/goals set far too high for myself. I feel as if I'll never be good enough for anyone. >.<
I'm not good at Comforting people or showing affection. It's just too difficult for me to do....No matter how badly I really want to do it.
I'm also a bit cynical. I don't have much hope for this world. I believe that everyone is born with a bit of Evil in them;some choose to tap into their inner evil others don't, but either way, I believe most are motivated to do things only if it benefits themselves. As well, most of the time I trust no one, not even myself.... :P
But despite this, I'm quite a bit different on the Web. Yes, I'm still the same Person with the same Thoughts/Emotions/Morals/Ect., but I am far more open on the Web. I feel like I'm finally free from all the restraints of my life (and the People around me) when I'm on the Web.
I truly am addicted to the Internet. My addiction, it's....it's like an Alcoholic drinking until they pass out;I go on the Web to escape the Pain & Darkness of Day-to-Day life....Even if only for a little while. Even if that means that I must distance myself from all of those who care about me....
If you don't like me based off of what is written Above, please leave now & spare me the Pain of Rejection. If you're still willing to get to know me better, then please stay & try to get to know me. You may like what you find.... :)
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- Single and not looking
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual, but [Secretly] Bicurious, too.
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Occupation
- Student;Big Sister.
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Aquarius
- Interests
- Hobbies
- reading Poems/Books/Mangas/Doujins/FanFics/Ect., writing poems, drawing (though I'm terrible at it), listening to music, watching TV/Movies/Anime, surfing the Web, Collecting Rocks/Keychains, People-Watching, Traveling, ect.
- Music
- Rock, Country, Screamo, Classical, Bluegrass, Toby Keith, Avril Lavigne, Rammstein, Linkin Park, Sabaton, , Celine Dion, T.A.T.U., Franzl Lang, Rasa Serra, Sugarland, Evanescence, Trace Adkins, Lady Gaga, Britney Spears, Sergei Lyapunov, Red Army Choir, Callejón, Brokencyde, Franz Liszt, ect.
- Movies
- Titanic, Silence of the Lambs, Se7en, One Hour Photo, Gone with the Wind, Saving Private Ryan, What ever Happened to Baby Jane?, East of Eden, Grease, Water for Elephants, The Green Mile, The Shawshank Redemption, 50 First Dates, The Birdcage, The Godfather I/II/III, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Doctor Zhivago, ect.
- Television
- The Young & the Restless, The Bold & the Beautiful, As the World Turns, Criminal Minds, Whose Line is it Anyway?, Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune, Ax Men, ect.
- Games
- Uno, Sorry, Chinese Checkers, Chess, Checkers, Tag, Freeze Tag, Hide & Seek, Monopoly, Scrabble, B.S., ect.
- Books
- "The Lord of the Flies" by William Golding, "Between Shades of Gray" by Ruta Sepetys, "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee, "Where the Red Fern Grows" by Wilson Rawls, "Romeo and Juliet" by William Shakespeare, "Sometimes God Has A Kid's Face" by Sister Mary Rose McGeady, History, Mystery, Thriller, Horror, Romance, Historical Fiction, ect.
- Sports
- Football (Soccer), Volleyball, Tennis, Ice Hockey, Skating, Gymnastics, Professional Bull Riding, ect.
- Heroes
- God, Jesus, Soldiers
- Favorite quotes
- "The death of one man is a tragedy. The death of millions is a statistic." -Joseph Stalin.
"In war, truth is the first casualty." - Aeschylus.
"You need strategy to win a Battle, but Wisdom to win a War."- Me
Definition of the Word "Intellectual": n. A person who takes more words than necessary to tell more than he knows. -Unknown.
"In the depth of Winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible Summer."- Albert Camus. - Other interests
- Culture, Math, Science, History (Mainly American & European), Psychology, Sociology, Animals, Horoscopes, Poetry, Foreign Languages, WWII, Yaoi, Gay Rights, War, Mafia, Heritage, ect.
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