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  1. Jannel
    July 9th 2010 09:11 AM - permalink
    Jannel
    I will enjoy it! O:

    And say whatt!? the watermelon was a lie?! that's wacked up man D :
    Lucky you, i want to play some zelda lmfao.. i should steal it back from him.. but his sticky hands have probably been all over the damn thing by now.

    Anndd.. we watched this master of horrors box set thingy, its a bunch of short movies/storys.. they're freaky o.o, Mr.Brooks,alien andd i cant really remember what else. O:

    The starting to live,fathers day and the wondering why im here one. :]
  2. savealife723
    July 9th 2010 04:35 AM - permalink
    savealife723
    ah, well i hope that things get better for you (:
    and i'm bleh.. but it's okay.
  3. Jannel
    July 9th 2010 01:06 AM - permalink
    Jannel
    Then i shall treasure it forever and ever!

    and nicee! wish i could still play zelda.. my little cousin claimed my console and my games cause my parents said that we were too old for games or something. ._.

    Dudee! that sounds awesmazing!, fireworks are pretty cool, same with the watermelon thingy, hope you guys win ^-^
    Nice! so you guys got it all worked out, you got this! xD

    Awwh, that's a bummer man, buut hey you'll be back to her soon right? so just try to have some fun til then :]

    And lmfao, nothing. as usual.. watch movies.. thats about it. :/

    And awwwh, thank your for the comment on my blog ^-^
  4. savealife723
    July 8th 2010 11:39 PM - permalink
    savealife723
    Hey! How are you?
  5. Le Papillon
    July 8th 2010 12:08 AM - permalink
    Le Papillon
    your welcome!
  6. Ess The Morgenstern *
    July 7th 2010 10:05 PM - permalink
    Ess The Morgenstern *
    thanks I know you can be stronger than your urges I think it doesn't make me a better person tho :/ my binges have become more frecuent I think I'll never get over it
  7. miss_my_life
    July 5th 2010 04:58 PM - permalink
    miss_my_life
    thanks. nd k...
  8. Ess The Morgenstern *
    July 5th 2010 08:43 AM - permalink
    Ess The Morgenstern *
    aww :P well, mine was ok, I was hangig around with some friends, but this is a new group and I have social anxiety so I felt lie cutting a lot. all I was thinking about was cutting, but I was strong enough to don't do so, I'm proud of myself somehow
  9. miss_my_life
    July 5th 2010 05:04 AM - permalink
    miss_my_life
    thanks
  10. Ess The Morgenstern *
    July 4th 2010 03:11 PM - permalink
    Ess The Morgenstern *
    xD well, I hope the scary L does nothing to you ;P have a good day

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    Sebz
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    Guy
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    In front of my dad's ancient laptop ^_^
  • About
    About me
    Yeah.
    ITS ME!!!!
    Don't judge :P

    I'm fourteen and loving it :D
    I am S-I-N-G-L-E ladies ;D

    I have lots of phobias and anxiety and health problems...

    But I'm trying to get over the anxieties and phobias ^_^

    I have crazy mood swings, from happy to sad.

    I have been abused and tortured to my near death on multiple occasions, and have some other very bad sights and sounds...

    I'm a very jumpy person and get scared easily... And ummm embarrasing to say but even the sudden movements of that chat room make me jump XD

    Having all this crap happen to me once made me a bitter, sad person if I wasn't taking antidepressants or three hours since I last cut, but I've recently (since May 2nd :P) taken a different turn on life, and am trying to turn from bitter when I don't cut or take pills to how I act when I do take pills and cut, except I don't actually take the pills or grab a razor.
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    Guatamalean and Aztec-Mexican though i look like i'm from the pacific or middle-east ^_^
    Education
    In IB :D I needta get started on my massive piles of HW O_O
    Occupation
    Full-time life liver ^_^
    Politics
    YOUR MOTHER!!!!
    Religion
    Agnostic but my parents are Catholic and want me to be Catholic too T_T
    Zodiac sign
    Taurus
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    Drawing and writing and reading and talking and texting and playing FALLOUT 3 :O (that game is so god damn addicting T_T)
    Music
    NOT COUNTRY T_T
    Movies
    I don't watch movies :)
    Television
    I don't watch t.v often enough to figure it out
    Games
    MGS, Red Faction Guerrila, Metroid (any of them), Oblivion, Morrowind, Dead Space, Majora's Mask, Fire Emblem, Silent Hill (Two is the bestest! :D), Age of Empires, Phoenix Wright (OBJECTION! lol), Fallout 3, Left 4 Dead
    Books
    The Dark Tower series and Carrie... Stephen King's best books in my opinion...

    AND Speak, which i can read over and over again without getting bored cuz its so good
    Sports
    Track and Field ^_^ I suck at it though...
    Heroes
    My Umpa
    Favorite quotes
    “98 percent of us will die at some point in our lifetime.”
    ~ A statistician using New Math on Death


    "You're going to die in here!"
    ~Valen Dreth

    "And now, in keeping with Channel 40's policy of always bringing you the latest in blood and guts, in living color, you're about to see another first - an attempted suicide."
    ~~ Chris Chubbuck, newscaster, shot herself during broadcast, d. July 15, 1974

    Don't worry, it's not loaded.
    ~~ Terry Kath, rock musician, shot himself while playing Russian roulette, d. January 23, 1978
    Other interests
    EATING :9
    and trying to avoid panic attacks anxiety and flashbacks >.>
    AND eating curry!
    And honey nut cheerios!
    And watermelon
    AND smoothies :9
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    PM orVM me
    I hope we become friends

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Latest Blog Entry

Posted September 11th 2010 at 08:57 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
It's dark outside.

I'm cold...

Bruised...

I can hardly move my right arm...

Can hardly breathe...

I feel like just curling up and crying...

Is it bad I think that I was...






r....


By my father?

I don't remember it...

But...

HE does...

HE whispered in my ear...

HE usually tells me bad things
...

Posted July 23rd 2010 at 09:27 AM by shaytaan Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
I HATE MY FATHER.

Is it bad that this is the first and only time I've uttered thosse words?

I never hated him.

Just feared him

"Respected" him.

I found out something today that is probably gonna mess me up inside...

Its sad...

Only recently, just very recently, have I stopped seeing her eyes...

Arianna has helped me so much...

Because of her I've gotten off cuting,...

Posted July 21st 2010 at 08:10 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
On Monday....

My dad has a "welcome back present"....

How much more can he destroy me?

How much more can he take everything away???

My life love happiness everything...

I can't go publically swimming cuz the bruises....


Posted July 10th 2010 at 02:36 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
Why are the flashbacks so vivid???
I'm safe (for a little bit)
No father no cousins
Out of place out of mind right???!?!?!?
Thats what Shelbz said but its not true!!
The flashbacks worsened!!
WHY?!

Posted July 6th 2010 at 09:02 AM by shaytaan Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
I HATE CUTTING
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

It makes me feel so sick and broken :"(
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