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  1. SessyRocks
    July 24th 2010 03:45 AM - permalink
    SessyRocks
    Yep I live in Fresno
  2. GaryOak
    July 24th 2010 02:57 AM - permalink
    GaryOak
    Yes, Yes it is
  3. DeletedAccount39
    July 23rd 2010 01:56 AM - permalink
    DeletedAccount39
    Awwwwwww. Good luck!
  4. sirjan xerdaj
    July 22nd 2010 10:13 AM - permalink
    sirjan xerdaj
    AHHH! I see the moon from Majora's Mask! COOL!
  5. DeletedAccount39
    July 22nd 2010 03:43 AM - permalink
    DeletedAccount39
    Lol, don't be.
    AWWW! Stupid people who make you do work over the summer. Good luck!
  6. DeletedAccount39
    July 21st 2010 06:24 PM - permalink
    DeletedAccount39
    LOVE YA!
    Nothing much, my bff just went home, . You??
  7. DeletedAccount39
    July 20th 2010 04:36 PM - permalink
    DeletedAccount39
    YES! I DID!
    I FEEL SO HONORED!
    uh... no............ JK!
  8. Jannel
    July 17th 2010 03:12 PM - permalink
    Jannel
    Don't worry, I will!(:

    I would have been like mad if i were you haha xD
    Oh man, i wish i had a shotgun that would be awesome lol x]
    And awwh lmao why thanks you anyways(:
    I know right?! i love them too, but i can't really watch them anymore ._.
    ^-^
  9. savealife723
    July 10th 2010 06:02 PM - permalink
    savealife723
    hah, i'm sure that it did..
    but it's okay.. i'll be okay in time. ha.
  10. Ess The Morgenstern *
    July 9th 2010 12:32 PM - permalink
    Ess The Morgenstern *
    thank you at least you listen, that's a lot^^

About Me

  • Basics
    Name
    Sebz
    Gender
    Guy
    Location
    In front of my dad's ancient laptop ^_^
  • About
    About me
    Yeah.
    ITS ME!!!!
    Don't judge :P

    I'm fourteen and loving it :D
    I am S-I-N-G-L-E ladies ;D

    I have lots of phobias and anxiety and health problems...

    But I'm trying to get over the anxieties and phobias ^_^

    I have crazy mood swings, from happy to sad.

    I have been abused and tortured to my near death on multiple occasions, and have some other very bad sights and sounds...

    I'm a very jumpy person and get scared easily... And ummm embarrasing to say but even the sudden movements of that chat room make me jump XD

    Having all this crap happen to me once made me a bitter, sad person if I wasn't taking antidepressants or three hours since I last cut, but I've recently (since May 2nd :P) taken a different turn on life, and am trying to turn from bitter when I don't cut or take pills to how I act when I do take pills and cut, except I don't actually take the pills or grab a razor.
  • Details
    Here for
    Need help for a problem
    Relationship status
    Single
    Sexuality
    Heterosexual/Straight
    Ethnicity
    Guatamalean and Aztec-Mexican though i look like i'm from the pacific or middle-east ^_^
    Education
    In IB :D I needta get started on my massive piles of HW O_O
    Occupation
    Full-time life liver ^_^
    Politics
    YOUR MOTHER!!!!
    Religion
    Agnostic but my parents are Catholic and want me to be Catholic too T_T
    Zodiac sign
    Taurus
  • Interests
    Hobbies
    Drawing and writing and reading and talking and texting and playing FALLOUT 3 :O (that game is so god damn addicting T_T)
    Music
    NOT COUNTRY T_T
    Movies
    I don't watch movies :)
    Television
    I don't watch t.v often enough to figure it out
    Games
    MGS, Red Faction Guerrila, Metroid (any of them), Oblivion, Morrowind, Dead Space, Majora's Mask, Fire Emblem, Silent Hill (Two is the bestest! :D), Age of Empires, Phoenix Wright (OBJECTION! lol), Fallout 3, Left 4 Dead
    Books
    The Dark Tower series and Carrie... Stephen King's best books in my opinion...

    AND Speak, which i can read over and over again without getting bored cuz its so good
    Sports
    Track and Field ^_^ I suck at it though...
    Heroes
    My Umpa
    Favorite quotes
    “98 percent of us will die at some point in our lifetime.”
    ~ A statistician using New Math on Death


    "You're going to die in here!"
    ~Valen Dreth

    "And now, in keeping with Channel 40's policy of always bringing you the latest in blood and guts, in living color, you're about to see another first - an attempted suicide."
    ~~ Chris Chubbuck, newscaster, shot herself during broadcast, d. July 15, 1974

    Don't worry, it's not loaded.
    ~~ Terry Kath, rock musician, shot himself while playing Russian roulette, d. January 23, 1978
    Other interests
    EATING :9
    and trying to avoid panic attacks anxiety and flashbacks >.>
    AND eating curry!
    And honey nut cheerios!
    And watermelon
    AND smoothies :9
  • Signature
    I'm Sebz ^_^
    PM orVM me
    I hope we become friends

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Latest Blog Entry

Posted September 11th 2010 at 08:57 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
It's dark outside.

I'm cold...

Bruised...

I can hardly move my right arm...

Can hardly breathe...

I feel like just curling up and crying...

Is it bad I think that I was...






r....


By my father?

I don't remember it...

But...

HE does...

HE whispered in my ear...

HE usually tells me bad things
...

Posted July 23rd 2010 at 09:27 AM by shaytaan Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
I HATE MY FATHER.

Is it bad that this is the first and only time I've uttered thosse words?

I never hated him.

Just feared him

"Respected" him.

I found out something today that is probably gonna mess me up inside...

Its sad...

Only recently, just very recently, have I stopped seeing her eyes...

Arianna has helped me so much...

Because of her I've gotten off cuting,...

Posted July 21st 2010 at 08:10 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
On Monday....

My dad has a "welcome back present"....

How much more can he destroy me?

How much more can he take everything away???

My life love happiness everything...

I can't go publically swimming cuz the bruises....


Posted July 10th 2010 at 02:36 AM by shaytaan Comments 0
Posted in Uncategorized
Why are the flashbacks so vivid???
I'm safe (for a little bit)
No father no cousins
Out of place out of mind right???!?!?!?
Thats what Shelbz said but its not true!!
The flashbacks worsened!!
WHY?!

Posted July 6th 2010 at 09:02 AM by shaytaan Comments 1
Posted in Uncategorized
I HATE CUTTING
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

It makes me feel so sick and broken :"(
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