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Last Activity: December 31st 2011 03:27 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Robert
- Gender
- Male
- Location
- Newark, Delaware
- About
- About me
- Hello I'm Robert.
I'm a senior in high school and since about December I have been really sad and lonely a lot because in December the girl that I have liked the majority of high school, about two and half years doesn't like me. It was completely different from crushes I have had in the past, I couldn't get over this one. I would try but it would just make me really sad to try and ignore her. In January I freaked her out and I felt really bad, I felt more like no one understands or really cares about me and that I'm a horrible person for doing such a thing. It felt like I was living my life trying to get by on a day to day basis and that no girl would honestly ever want to be in a relationship with a nice guy like me. I just never felt happy and I was always so busy with school work I never had time too hang out and I didn't have much of anyone to hang out with anyways. In February I went to a christian youth retreat and it helped a lot, but I still get really sad and whenever I get a crush on a girl it just ends up hurting really bad. I see people having so much fun with each other and I think I'm incapable of being funny or showing compassion and that no girl could ever like me at all. Recently I have found a couple of friends many of them girls, but my friends are often never there to talk with most of the time I'm sad and so I feel really lonely and that no one cares if I'm sad or not. I just sort of want to move on from high school because I see her every day almost and its just reminds me about the pain I caused and so that I can find a girl to be in a relationship with and fill that hole in my soul.
October 1st, 2009: Sort of sounds like Pearl Harbor lol.
I am in My First Relationship ^_^
Thanks for Everyone's support.
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- University - Undergraduate
- Occupation
- Intern at Army Research Laboratory in Adelphi, Maryland
- Politics
- Conservative
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Leo
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Music, Camping, Skiing, Antique cars, Steam engines, Warhammer 40,000, Bike Riding, Robotics, R/C cars, Steam locomotives
- Music
- Anything really
- Movies
- Yes Man, Batman, Poseidon, Titanic, Twilight, The Ghost of Girl Friend's Past, Poseidon, The Great Race
- Games
- Ace Combat 5
- Books
- Twilight series, Alex rider adventures, The Wreck of the Titan or Futility, The Life of Pi,
- Favorite quotes
- It moves fast like a fast moving forest fire.
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Signature
- "It's the first kiss. It's flawless. It's really somethin'...
It's Fearless" ^_^
My steam powered bicycle
And remember The Man who Owns an Overland Never Wants a Better Car
- "It's the first kiss. It's flawless. It's really somethin'...