QueenSad22 Offline

I got stoned today, had a sleepover and now am tired as fuckkkkkk. Is this what being high is like?

They are fighting again. I have a friend over.

I need help, or just a different mind.

I want to move back to Ingersoll ����. It was better there for me. I miss Tylen, I miss Lorne and Myle, and I miss Kenny. They made life ok, oh and don't forget Riley he was the best of it. Why can't I just go? There was less drama, I had my own room, and I wasn't always pissed or upset. I could control my anger because I had someone who cared about me, who took me out for a car ride when I needed air. Who made my life better, that was Lorne. He was the only one in my life who actually made an effort. He took me to the doctors for my lungs, he got me glasses, he got me regular dentist appointment. Funny thing is, he only got paid at the end of the month, but I was still able to be happy. I hate it here in Hamilton, I wanna go back home. ����������������

I might just fucking leave my house. I'm sick of Wil, I'm sick of Aniha, I'm sick of the bullshit. Call me a bitch again Wil, I fucking dare you. Over a fucking shower?!?!?!?

What do you not know or care about anymore?

-\ /- I don't even know or care anymore.

I'm a terrible person. I'm leading her back to her past. I don't mean to but it's fun!! Fuck my life.

I'm keeping my filter today. My problems are nothing so nobody has to worry about them. I'm just not gonna talk very much.

I draw on my arms to stop myself from scratching, and sometimes when I'm bored... Thankfully it sorta helps but I still see empty spot that I want to blood to fill in. I do my best. People unusable think I draw on my arms because I'm bored, that's only 1/4 of it. Idfk