Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh, I realised I have not replied to this one, so very sorry
. After precisely one week, here I go. Thanks soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for wishing me well with exams. I think there have been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many emotional distractions that stopped me from doing my best.
For half the year, I was recovering from losing my friend. She just wouldn't talk to me. Eight months went on and I had Depression and I was developing MAJOR physical symptoms including palpitations and extreme dizziness. That got better but not until early 2012, a chunk into my final year.
Then in February, my friend was very seriously hurt. She had anemia and she was losing a lot of blood and I saw her being carried into the ambulance, staying with her and talking to her for a few minutes. Then I had a Legal Studies exam.
THEN the day after, she came back to school and FAINTED because of a lack of rest. I saw her being carried into the ambulance, only this time, unconcious on the back of a stretcher from ten metres away. Because of the INTENSE emotional impact afterwards, I couldn't finish my History Essay and got zilcho.
So now, no distractions, no nothing, just full potential which is about 90s for every exam.
I am reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaally excited to graduate. One week tomorrow!
. Yeah, there is one very special girl I am going to miss, her name is Ruby and she is amazing and really very beautiful, but she has another year to go unfortunately.
I'm seriously going to miss her.....