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I'm getting back in to sketching again, like without tracing. Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough. I wanna burn my book so I don't have to look at it. But I keep going hoping maybe I'll get better.

I feel distant from everyone. I mean I get to hangout with Ethan today.

Do you ever feel lost? Or like you can't focus or you are too focused?

1. Boy friend.
2. Smoking.
3. Sneaking out.
or 4 getting drunk.

What did your mum know?

My mom knew!!

I feel like shit. I feel like I'm gonna puke, my head is pounding. But I mean I have a new sketch book. My mom wouldn't listen to me at all today. I mean I had a little bit of fun. I wish Ethan was there though.

I hate Paranoia and anxiety. It makes me feel like shit.

I got to hangout with Ethan yesterday, it was nice. My foot still hurts like a fucking bitch. I feel like shit, but today I am going to a festival. At least I don't have a headache I guess. Ethan kept holding my hand yesterday, I don't want to lose him. He helps me forget, he helps me keep my mind straight. He means everything to me.

I don't know what I did but my foot fucking kills. It hurts to walk. Can this summer get any worse?