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Why? What did you aparenty do this time? And you do do this right.

I'm a fuck up. I'm annoying. I can't do anything right. Why can't I just think about my actions before doing them. For fuck sakes.

Symptoms of psychosis include:

difficulty concentrating
depressed mood
sleeping too much or not enough
anxiety
suspiciousness
withdrawal from family and friends
delusions
hallucinations
disorganized speech, such as switching topics erratically
depression
suicidal thoughts or actions.

You're fine. A lot of people show most of these symptoms. Yes you have some stuff on here. But not the parts that really make a psychopath. Like delusions or hallucinations. Or the fact that you're perfectly sane dude. Like I highly doubt that when you're older you'll be crazy or insane. Like a murderer, or something. ����

I have been thinking a lot lately. My mom said I have signs of Psycho disorder. But I don't really believe her.. I don't know. I need someone to talk to.

I'm so worried. Ethan hasn't messaged me all fucking day!!!

I feel neglected by my family. But I don't know how to explain it.

I'm sooo bored!

My heart keeps picking up to a strange pace, it kinda hurts. It makes my breathing weird. I don't like it. I don't even wanna be here anymore. I just wanna pack my shit and go. I know I can't. I don't want to hurt anyone. I mean it happens anyway. I'm always shaking, my heart keeps picking up odd beats. I don't know.

Apparently I lied about hanging out with EThan. I didn't. I said "Ariel might be able to come, but I am hanging out with Ethan". But thanks to Wil my words got turned around.

I keep messing up, I wanna kiss him. But I can't. I have a huge fear of judgement. I love him, I truly do but I'm scared.