NoHope1 Offline

Well owed to come here because of family problems, but now i just stick around. You?

Im doing alright.

The panic attacks are getting worse!! I've had about 9 in an hour! I'm at a friends place for the night and all I'm doing is freaking out while my friend is sleeping and one of the people that ruined my first summer here. I am nervous that somehow I fucked up the night for my friend and I'm getting along with the person I swore I was never gonna talk to let alone hang out with or have a sleepover with I don't know what to do well I gotta go I'm keeping my friend up.

Hello. How are you?

I don't know why but I feel like my life is going to end. I know I'm young and I know everyone has their own reasons to be depressed but I can be just as depressed as the next person. I've tried to fix my life but no one seems to support me. I have 2 friends sorta.. The 1st one is moving to her dads in the summer and the 2nd one I'm pretty sure only "hangs" out with me is because everyone else is busy. I have no idea what to do with my life anymore. Hell I had no clue I was gonna be a lonely, depressed nothing. I thought that I was gonna do something to the world. But how can I when every single day I try to do something and everyone just laughs and tells me I'm nothing and I can't do anything or buy anything because I'm poor or tell me that I'm just looking for attention because I cut myself to feel okay! I don't matter to anyone or anything!!