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Now that I've sorta dealt with my one bully it's time to move on to my abusers... My "parents" haven't feed me or my siblings properly for more then a month... As my stomach is killing me from hunger... My siblings feel the same.. Sometimes at least... I try to make sure that they don't die from starvation... I might be growing weaker with every breath I take... So I wanna make good use of the short time I have left on earth before I'm sent up (or down...) to heaven or hell... I hope everyone can think bout me as a hero that died protecting the ones she loved... And not just as a girl who slit her wrists...

I'm in the best mood ever!!!! If he even looks at us in a bad way he'll get suspended!! Yay!!

I was cut free for about a month.... But now... Nevermind....

Tired of this bullshit!! I can't even open my damn mouth and try to speak to ask what the hell is going on so my best friend doesn't get in fucking trouble!! She's not the only person with shit on their plate!! And the way the whore take's her side all the fucking time!! I'm done.

I hate how they talk about me all the time! I'm fucking sick and tired of this bull shit I just wanna go home and die!!

I fucking hate christmas! I hate everything about it. everyone is taking their anger out on me and I don't wanna live any longer. I don't know what to do anymore cause I'm too fucking scared to kill myself like I gladly slit my wrist for no fucking reason someday's. I feel like I'm trapped inside this fucking hell hole with one way out and that is to kill myself! but like I said I'm too fucking scared to do that!

Stop the noise!!! I can't Hadley this much longer!! The longer I'm alive the worse this bullshit gets!! I'm fucking done.

I feel like he talking about me. I don't know for sure, but at the same time I think I can hear saying my name.

One of my bully's doesn't know what he's getting into. Last night I wrote a (Pardon my language) shit tone of swear words in different languages. So the next time he makes fun of me I'm gonna swear at him in another language.

I hope that I get a piano/keyboard for Christmas. I know I probably won't but I guess it's good to have at least some hope..