NoHope1 Offline

Good for you your crush knows you like them. It's your own fault you make it easy. But that doesn't give you the right to make eveyone else feel like shit. I thought you were my friend but I thought wrong. I hope you have fun making new friends that care for you. Because after tonight I'm done with you.

Why is she allowed everything? It's not fair. Like I'm an Okay kid. She sends nude's, get's high, and drunk. I hate her so much!!

I feel like a real shitty person... Every time my friend like's someone I end up talking to the person she's crushing on and then the person ends up "liking" me. Like why am I such a shitty person? Oh and I told my dad about my self-harming and he said he fucking knew. Like thanks for telling me to stop...

I'm having a anxiety attack!! I'm sitting on the floor while the classroom is full of people! And my partner isn't here today like FUCKING always so I'm panicking even more. I wish my sister didn't find and steal my razors!

I didn't stop. I let my blade be a paint brush while my skin was the canvas. This artwork on my skin will last for an eternity. While my life fade's away. It hurt's but it make's all the other pain go away. Can someone please help me? Please before I go too far. I'm so sorry to my best friend. I treated her like she was nothing. When she is a young, smart, beautiful person. And just for her, I will get help. I will get better. I'm young and dumb, but I'll figure this out.

I'm listening to my poor 6-year-old brother cry due to a beating he just received... I'm going to cut so I can maybe focus on something other than the pain he must be feeling..

It's been forever.. I missed getting help.. I needed help but they won't help me.. Let's hope this time they do.

Oh wow so you're just gonna fucking sit there and watch while I fall into a deep dark hole FULL OF SHIT!? FUCK MY LIFE!!! WHY AM I EVEN FUCKING HERE?! JUST TO BE A GOD DAMN PUNCHING BAG FOR EVERY PERSON WHO FUCKING SEE'S ME!?

Done with this. Every time I knock one down another one pops up. I feel like I can't do anything to make all this just go away, without killing myself and letting them win!

In the past, I was too blind to see the real monster in front of me. Now that I've seen how you've talked to me, I'm falling deep, too far to be saved, Too far to be missed..