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1. Calling me an attention seeker.
2. Yelling at me when I don't know what to do.
3. Treating me like shit.
4. Making fun of me for shit I did in the past that I've asked you not to talk about.
5. Telling me that I'm dumb and that I'm gonna fail and that I'm holding you back from things you wanna do.
And I never said that I was waiting just to get paid. I'm not that fucking rude. I said shit while I was mad. And when I'm mad at you at least I tell you what's wrong and why I'm mad. Unlike you. You hide everything from me. You never wanna talk to me. And I bet you never wanted to be my friend. And I wear the most padding? HAH! You turned into a fucking b cup what 3 months ago? And you've tried showing people your damn thong while we were at a park. And yes my bras have padding. It's called support and comfort. And most fucking bra's have padding. You know for someone soooo smart you should have known that.

Chill the fuck out, I never once called you attention seeking, I don't know where the fuck you got that. I don't talk behind your back, all I've said was your mad at me for no fucking reason. I've been told by some many people what you have said. I heard about you only staying my friend for the rest of the year before highschool so you could get paid by MY FUCKING MOTHER. I don't scream at you, but when you hold me back I get mad. So chill, I have tried to help you but you clearing are too ducking blind to see that. And calling me fake? You hide your real self, you act fake, YOUR THE ONE WITH MOSTLY FUCKING PADDING. If anything you are fucking fake. Backstabbing? Making sure someone was alright? Say 5 fucking things that you view as "backstabbing".

Who said I was talking about her? Why does she always think everything I say is about her? Like the fuck? Yes, I said ONE fucking thing behind your back. When I was mad at you. But you say 99999999999999999 things behind mine MOST THE FUCKING TIME! I'm fucking done with the bullshit in life. I'm there for people when their mad, sad, and all the other shit no matter what they say or do to me. ESPECIALLY YOU! But when I ask you for ONE SMALL ASS THING YOU SCREAM AT ME AND SAY I'M HOLDING YOU BACK OR THAT I'M AN ATTENTION SEEKER! BUT YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING?! YOU COULD HAVE LEFT ANY FUCKING TIME YOU WANTED TO! YOU HAVE FRIENDS! I HAD YOU! BUT I WAS ACCORDING TO YOUR OWN FUCKING WORDS NEVER FUCKING THERE! FUCK YOU! DON'T TALK TO ME DON'T LOOK AT ME AND I SWEAR TO GOD COME FUCKING NEAR ME OR SAY MY FUCKING NAME AND HELL WILL FUCKING RAISE!! YOU BACKSTABBING, SELF CENTERED, FAKE ASS, FUCK!

I broke up with him. I miss him but he lied to me and made me believe someone was guilty. I feel alone and broken. I've been crying for 4 hours now. He tried to kill himself the other night and had to be put in the hospital. He cut my name into his own self because he likes me a lot. I feel like someone I used to be able to trust likes him. I fucking hate myself. I hate living. Why don't I end it all? Cause I'm afraid of dying in pain. I want to bleed out but all I do is an overdose. It does fuck all though. I really need help before I do something really dumb. Can someone help me, please? I also cut my leg again, cause I felt numb and dumb. I also can't sleep. I blamed someone for something they didn't do and broke someone into pieces. People can say it's not my fault all they want but everything is my fucking fault. I deserve to die. Please help me? Someone? I don't know what to do anymore. I need help...

Well, I found a stress reliever.I'm biting myself. Not to the point, I bleed though. Which I guess is good. I found out that people were lying to me and that I fucked up by trusting someone. But other than that the day was pretty good.

You've ch aged a little bit. Not a lot but still.

I haven't changed, I've only added more to myself.

Maybe this time you won't. You've changed. Stay with him Isabelle.

I don't know. I just always end up hurting people.

How would you hurt him if you two are together?