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Okay thats toatally well ill get started with the forum and see what ideas we can come up with!

oh its fine mabie you c could try to give out some ideas cuz we were gonna send a card and stuff to her that would really help.

Thanks! Mabie ask around i can make a thread about it!

Oh my god and im so sorry that my email is so long so sorry! ):

Oh ive bene good i got behind my work A LOT AT SCHOOL. And im toatally with you because my teacher was so rude at times to me. It was like the 2nd day i had bene back at school and i still felt really tired and out of energy and i was just getting back to a normal persons life when i came back to school and she asked. Did you get anything done last night? (My parents had a huge fight so i was stressed out that night and was dealing with that of course i did not want her to know haha)

Well heres what she said: Well you can always count on me to finish things at time.

i litterly bit my toung and almost said something to her i was SO MAD AT HER. But i didnt because im so afraid of her haha.

But now thats done and over with and im getting pretty much back on track now.

Oh and a few days ago i asked my friends brother if he liked me or not because i wanted to go out and i so was going to but when i least exspected it it he said Nope. And i thought what?! I know he does hes just not ready to go out with people yet. after i asked him are you sure? and hes like yeah im sure.

Then i was like Okay. And I hungup the phone and was sad for a little while.
Never saw it coming. And on top of that that idiot jerk face that dated me asked me out AGAIN. I like him but i would never go out with him ever because i dont trust him abd he never means toatally what he says. So i said we need to waite and see.

And on TOP OF THAT. Then i found out my bestfriend Jeffrey likes me a lot and i like him to but he wont go out with me because he thinks hes not near as good enough for me as Tucker or my other bestfriend Dominik. Which probley both like me.

Which it sad.

And then about a week ago my aunt found out she had cancer on the side of her stomach and has to have a precidure where they had to literly cut out that part of her stonach that it was on. Her pains meds had done nothing to help her andthe doctors were toataly idiots and didnt even ask her what she needed pain meds for so it just caused more problems and made her stomach swell to where she looked like she was 6 months pregnant.

she is in the hospital now and is doing a littlw bit better her pain meds are finnaly starting work a bit so thats good.


um oh and when she was done with her surgery and woke after a while her surgeon told her that she almost died.

So she is pretty lucky to be her um lets see its just tough stuff right now im trying to think things threw and get threw them and i know i will for sure.


Oh and i am toatally fine with you sharing about Tucker and my aunt with your prayer group my friend shared it with her prayer im sure by now and prayed for him i think its just amazing that people that live so far away are praying for him.

And im SO SORRY THAT YOUR TEACHER KEEPS GIVING YOU YOU KNOW WHAT ABOUT YOUR ASSINGMENT.

HONESTLY IF I DID IT THE 2ND TIME AND SHE SAID I HAD TO DO IT AGAIN I WOULDVE JUST SAID LOOK LADY I WORKED AND IM NOT GONNA WORK ON IT AGAIN.
Honestly what could be wrong with your assingment!?

Oh, Im sorry. What did she do?

I got to see my friend Tucker at his house (The 1i went out with for 3 weeks)

I felt so bad for him i was trying to hold back my tears. He was on the couch and looked pale and was hooked up to like 2 machines. 1 was for his heart rate and blood pressure, and food hooked up to his feeding tube.

I just think its so sad because theyve never studied his disease before and on top of that the reason why he like this is because he got hit by a car. and it wasnt his fault. It ripped out his feeding tube and just had it put into his stomach abouta month ago. So He had to go threw that ALL OVER AGAIN.

He just about the most bestest friend you could ever have and hes just 1 of those that is very hard to have anger with or be upset with because hes always the nicest. He does not desearve this but for some reason he was chosen to have this. With only 5 to 6 other people with it in the U.S.

Yes he was 1 special person haha. (: He seems to be feeling better evem though he doesnt look like it.

Keep him in your prayers! Hopefully he will recover soon.

hI Mather, How r you?

Hey, saw your post in hug thread just now. Just wanted to say you can talk to me if you ever need to. And...

cool how was the fair last night for you? For me, It was kinda boring for a while i mean My friend went off and my family had to stand around and take my little sister all around the kitty rides haha. I liked it a lot when gotdark though
i mean, went the lights all clicked on from the rides and everything was moving and the music was going on and you could see the bright white moon so big in the sky, and only 1 bright star in the sky with just a few bit of perfectly shaped clouds in the black sky, I mean, It was a perfect night (:
haha i dont know i just loved it it was sp pretty with it all going on at the same time.

At the end of the fair (Just a few minutes before midnight)

I friend came back with her older sister to the kitty rides we were at and was at this dragon roller coaster ride for the little kids, So then we thought, Hey, why dont we go on this thing? haha the dude that was controling the ride was pretty cool about it and let us go on.

Oh my god it was SO FUNNY. first it was my friend that went on and she could hardly even fit in the ride and when the ride started and it was goin up and down she was all pver the place since she was jammed in there (: haha her sister recorded it on her self phone and we were laughing so hard our stomachs hurt.

Then we kept trying to make her older sister go on But she woudnt do it inless if My friend went on with her. she didnt wanna go on either but finnaly they did.

it was just halarious cuz her sister was even bigger then she was so her older sister was even more jammed in.

Finnaly my dad got me 4tickets to go on rides So Then I WENT ON TEH RIDE HAHA!

It was so much fun and we all 3 went on the ride together and we were all just flippin around in the ride since we were so big and i almost fell out of the ride haha! we went on it like 4 times and my mom took a picture of us on her cell phone.

idk it was just good old fun (:


Oh my gosh sorry this was so long! but i dont know how i couldve made it any shorter cuz that was the whole funny story haha (: