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i just found out i got fired from my new job

Yesterday was a shitty day at work i spilled a whole box of fruit on the floor dropped a box on my foot knocked over a shelf of sorbets spilled yogurt all over me messed up a bunch of smoothies and then today my shift got cancelled. the boss is not impressed with me. im scared i might get fired already

things might be looking up for me I found a new job i had the interview on the 24 of September around 230pm got the phone call around 430 pm and started the next day i love my job I love my coworkers they are great and really helpful. i know its just a smoothie place but i love it.

On another note my dad was supposed to be sentenced on october 1st this year but he was arrested a few days prior to that for being caught around kids so it was a breach on his probation so the judge...

I just want to die. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I don't see any point anymore for trying, for talking, for smiling, for breathing, or for living. I don't know what else to do, death seems like my only option. It seems to me like the only way out. I just feel so helpless, worthless, alone and so many other emotions and feelings and stuff. I am just so tired of fighting and of being strong. I just don't want to be here anymore. I just can't handle living anymore. Right now the only thing...

I am way in over my head right now with everything i have friend drama going on i have to choose a side cause my friends say if you are friends with her im done being you friend and same for the other one. I have family drama my family hates that i am bisexual they dont accept it and to be honest I rather be dead than have them not accept me. I am failing math i got 28 % on a test. I just feel useless and I feel like I am hanging on to a edge of a cliff by my fingertips and that i will fall off...