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Awesome! Thanks and yea its a paramore song and 143 is i love you but its also my house number so its pretty significant in my life Thanks Tay!

Oh hey Ocean, that's me on the picture by the ways. Why do did you ask?
-- Shaz

Thank you :')

Thank you for this I heard this helps with problems and I really have no where else to go. And im not doing so good, not at all

Welcome!

Hey, I'm sorry I never replied back to your picture comment in November. I haven't been able to get on for months. But, thank you. You're really pretty too. (:

Hi Tay, thank you for your message earlier in the year. I'm sorry i haven't replied sooner, i've just had... things on my mind . I hope you are well. Sophie

hi buddy ,u r so nice and sweet ,as you may see I am new here ,and I do love being here with so many kind-hearted ones like u , so I would appreciate if u could help me next time when I am struggling with my poor english

hey! you're a killjoy? <3

I'm okay, I guess. yesterday, I was robbed of any pretense which probably made me resort to this forum. yesterday, I came face to face with the reality that my father no longer cares about us, but that I haven't really stopped caring about him. Today, my brother said he wanted my dad to just leave already and it really hurt me. I wrote that I wanted the same thing, but I guess I don't really want it. I also don't want to hear it said out loud. It makes everything too real. I have to keep living my life, smiling with my friends, and doing well in school, but my sanity is being stretched to its limits. I don't have the will power to keep all these facades. To most people we are a perfect family of four, not a dysfunctional broken mess and I almost want to just tell everyone the truth. Maybe someone else can knock some sense into my dad that our family has failed at. I think my dad really needs a doctor because his mood swings and anger are not normal. He's almost a like a psychopath. It's scary and heart braking. You probably weren't expecting this, but at this point I'm just going to grab any hand that comes my way before I fall into a deeper abyss.
I think it's really admirable that your a Buddy at the age of 15. I also appreciate this site. Even if nobody replies to a post, just knowing that my feelings have been expressed where someone might read them, makes me feel better.

So, how are you?