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Congrats on the 17 days SH free! That's awesome
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Yes it was alright thanks!
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I'm digging that positivity in your signature, ma'am. -
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Im okay thanks x
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Lolz yeah, and that's awesome still. Piano is fun
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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Dionna
- Gender
- Agender
- Location
- Oregon
- About
- About me
- Hello, thought it was about time to update this. My name is Dionna, and i'm kinda shitty at writing about me sections.
I like music, singing, youtube, reading, hiking, and animals quite a lot. I am normally an easy person to get along with, and fairly friendly. Its difficult for me to trust people, but once they have my trust they are pretty much stuck with me.
I am diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety Disorder NOS, Anorexia Nervosa, Borderline Personality Disorder, and schizoaffective disorder. I've also dealt with self harm for around 7 years now, and have been hospitalized a total of 6 times. If you need advice or comfort message me.
I love wearing sweaters year around, and if i could have headphones in 24/7 i think I would.
I really want a dog or cat, so if you already have one, we're friends.
If theres anything else you want to know about me, feel free to VM me! <3
Updated on September 2017
- Details
- Here for
- To help others, but need help once in a while. :)
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- Homosexual/Gay or lesbian
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- College
- Politics
- I have opinions on it, but don't shout it on roof tops
- Zodiac sign
- Libra
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Singing, Reading, tumblr, listening to music, and hanging out with friends. watching youtube
- Music
- Troye Sivan,Pierce the Veil, Ed Sheeran, Demi Lovato, Macklemore & Ryan Lewis, Passenger, Fall Out Boy, Bon Iver, Bridget Mendler, Christina Perri, Jessie J, The Killers, P!nk, Panic! At The Disco, Twenty One Pilots, All Time Low, Bribry, Emma Blackery, As It Is, 5 Seconds Of Summer,
This is probably the short list. I listen to a lot of music. :D - Movies
- Harry Potter (all), Better Off Dead, Hunger Games, Disney, The Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles,Camp Takota. So basically animated, 80s movies, and a couple others.
- Television
- Sherlock, Doctor Who, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, 30 Rock, Parks and Recreation, SpongeBob Square Pants, Faking It, American Horror Story
- Books
- John Green, Sarah Dessen, Laurie Halse Anderson, Harry Potter, Rainbow Rowell
Just mostly YA Fiction - Sports
- I'm not a sports type person, although I like watching soccer
- Heroes
- Luna Lovegood, Hannah Hart, Grace Helbig, Mamrie Hart
- Favorite quotes
- "Be the weirdest little weird in all of weird town" -Grace Helbig
- Other interests
- tattoos and trees
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Signature
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Blog
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Latest Blog Entry
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Well, it's been a while. I missed TH hopefully I'll be on more...
I'd been doing okay-ish (okay enough i guess). I have so much mental bullshit going on at all times I don't even think that I coulit's d be doing better than okay. Its all just fucking debilitating. I'd been making it through, i'll put it that way. Today suddenly though, i'm drowning. I haven't felt like this in months. My urges are through the roof, worse than they've been in ages. so bad that i wish i could just give...
I'd been doing okay-ish (okay enough i guess). I have so much mental bullshit going on at all times I don't even think that I coulit's d be doing better than okay. Its all just fucking debilitating. I'd been making it through, i'll put it that way. Today suddenly though, i'm drowning. I haven't felt like this in months. My urges are through the roof, worse than they've been in ages. so bad that i wish i could just give...
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well today was shit.
my best friend M was forced into a psychiatric ward today because her therapist could tell that she was really suicidal (I already knew that so that wasn't a shock that they put her in there), I got a text and lunch and immediately my eyes welled up and luckily no one gives a shit about me so they didn't say anything. I pushed down tears all day.. I texted her for a bit and she thought she could keep her phone at first because they said she could, but then when
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my best friend M was forced into a psychiatric ward today because her therapist could tell that she was really suicidal (I already knew that so that wasn't a shock that they put her in there), I got a text and lunch and immediately my eyes welled up and luckily no one gives a shit about me so they didn't say anything. I pushed down tears all day.. I texted her for a bit and she thought she could keep her phone at first because they said she could, but then when
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73 days without cutting. longer than i've made it in probably over 2 years.. and yet i'm starting not to care if i relapse anymore. don't get me wrong i'm still pretty damn proud, but i just feel so shitty and of course the addiction kicks in and reminds me that cutting will help. the urges keep getting worse everyday and i don't think i can go much longer, honestly.
being constantly worried about a friend doesn't help either.. lets just call her M. M lives really close to me and
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being constantly worried about a friend doesn't help either.. lets just call her M. M lives really close to me and
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okay, so this is a thing, i haven't wrote a blog post here on TH in forever. I was doing really great in the time that i was kinda mia from TH. I was happy, not cutting, didn't have many suicidal thoughts and felt good, i thought it was going to last. i thought "oh if this is how recovery is then why is it so easy." i feel almost stupid for saying that now. I'm really glad that i felt better for about 3 months, and that that 3 months was during summer. it sure as hell didn't last.
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this whole week has just been shit. on thursday someone at school decided to throw a huge chunk of ice/ snow at me on purpose, so then i proceeded to have a panic attack in front of my entire class. couldn't stop crying. then my moms been in a weird mood all week and i just want to be alone.
yesterday I stole a bunch of pills from my mom (i was home alone), most likely enough to be fatal. I was so fucking close to taking them, then my best friend texted me and i told her what i was...
yesterday I stole a bunch of pills from my mom (i was home alone), most likely enough to be fatal. I was so fucking close to taking them, then my best friend texted me and i told her what i was...
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