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I hope you're doing good too, it sucks when things go downhill...
I'm doing better, Sunday was definitely a good turning point for my mood. ^^

Same here though. I act like I'm all tough and biased to ever being in love but I'm really not like that xD I love cuddles

I'm glad it went alright. I'm sorry the heat is taking a toll on you xD That sounds like an awesome job! :3 My day was pretty relaxing. I'm running on 5 hours of sleep right now though so I don't know how well I'll end up being tonight but oh well

Awh haha But you are one of the nicest people I know too and you are very understanding and lovely :3 I sound nicer over the internet I guess. My personality is very strange in person I'm a very sarcastic individual xD

One day hopefully! xD how was your day?

Awh you're so nice :3

Haha, and yet here I sit in my silent rebellion because I'm too afraid to speak up Honestly,i would pick fights more often but when I try to argue I get so frustrated that I just cry

Yes, please show me when you do xD I'm going to be jealous of you since you're going to dye your hair.

I'm glad you're alright but I'm sorry you are having a hard time with your self-esteem. I know how it is to feel that way. I often feel like it so I know what you're experiencing. No matter what though, I still love you and support you. I think you're an amazing person

Do it

Pride sounds like fun I hope it goes well with your parents and you are able to march in the band :3

I'm doing okay today How are you feeling?

Hi!! I would have sent a message sooner but life sort of pulled me down into a crisis and long story short, the past few weeks haven't been good (and I miss talking too).
How have you been doing?

I'm glad I was able to cheer you up! I love talking with you I'm glad you got to talk with Sarah too. I'm sure it helped you :3 ^^ Definitely go for what you think is best I think candy floss pink would look uber cute

It's so amazing how we can both relate to each others circumstances You should totally go for dyeing your hair. Who cares what your parents think? Pink would look amazing :3

I'm feeling okay today. I hope you're feeling a bit better

Awh xD I like yours too :3 I'm going to ask one of my ex-friends (is that a word? ) and see if she can do my hair for me or ask her if I should just do it anyway. I'm going to ask my dad today about it again since he didn't give me a definite answer. If he says no, I'll ask her and see what she says.

Awh thank you. I love you too and I sadly still have a blade. I tried getting rid of it but its such a security for me. Its really bad. my parents think I've stopped and it was just a phase but honestly, I deal with these battles all the time silently and they have no idea what's going on but its for the best. My mom yells at me when she sees I've cut or finds a blade in my room. ^^ I'm glad you don't have a blade with you. I don't want you to cut either.