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No worries! Good luck with your eyeliner :') ! Let me know if you have any makeupy questions I'm always happy to help ^_^

Oh ok that's tough. Although you need to study you do need to make sure to get enough rest so that you may study more. Also it's recommended that when studying you should take breaks as it will help you to concentrate better sometimes and not become easily distracted.

Aw I see how this can be frustrating. What exams do you have to take? Studying is hard sometimes do you feel like you cannot focus or distracted? My weekend is going pretty good so far mostly just relaxing.

I am doing alright. How is your weekend going?

Hey how are you doing?

Heh that's sweet. Yeah, I've crushed on a couple of actors as well but that was still pretty rare, I used to have a friend who crushed on a lot of band members, it was probably a different person every few months or so. xD Ahh, yeah some things never work out- I've known that feeling- but everything will work out eventually, or so I've been told
I know, I just hope my mum and I can sort out an alternative or something, I can hardly speak to a doctor in person let alone over the phone. Ok is a bit of an overstatement at the moment, xP I'm just hating my life right now so it's back to sleepless nights and days that are pretty much the same over and over again. I guess the negativity will pass soon enough so I'll pull through, and you will too, I just know it.

That's good and no problem I tend to feel like that around my friends I've always been the one to walk behind them if the path is too narrow so I feel like I'm just some sort of burden but they're there for me and I'm there for them (somehow I guess, we have eachother's backs in spirit haha xD).
Awwww, not gonna lie but I think that's adorable, the little things count though (I've drawn people things for their birthdays because I've been flat out broke) omg please tell me you sang it in French xD (because that'd be the icing on the cake, considering you sang it in your French class ). Oh the subtlety with crushes, I've never been too good with that- I've never had many crushes, very rare so I couldn't relate with my friends- one time, I had a crush on a former English teacher of mine and on sports day my best friend and a former close friend of hers along with one of our close friends went to go talk to him (because they were such trolls back then xD) and they asked him "Oh do you know that 'so and so' likes you?" and apparently he said that he knew, ugh I've never felt so much embarrassment in those 13 years of my life I had lived so far- I still question my life choices whenever I look back on that, I also question whether they were actually being serious xD
My day has been relatively fine apart from almost having an anxiety attack because the referral letter I got to sort out therapy requires me to have a telephone appointment and I can hardly speak to a doctor in person let alone one on the telephone, I wish I could have done something more productive other than showing one of my cats where the litter box is (we've had to move it because our kitchen is getting renovated, yay!) xD

I'm glad too, I just hope my mood doesn't worsen anymore. My weekend's been mediocre, nothing much really happened while I was at my dad's so I was pretty bored most of the time, I'm glad to be home though because a few things are happening over the next few weeks. ^^ Honestly, I would be the same- I would also probably be wetting myself and finding an excuse to leave early because it somewhat distresses me when there are more people in a group that I don't know even though friends are there. And well, to be honest, I was like that when I hung out with my friends at school, sitting there and letting them talk while I kept quiet, they weren't bothered because they were too busy talking about whatever they were interested in. Sometimes because of that I felt a bit left out and somehow was usually the last one to know about things, but I guess it doesn't bother me anymore because I hardly go out and meet up with them because they're busy and I'm too anxious to message them because I think I'm being a bother. And despite the times of trying to not get annoyed I have been annoyed at myself for all those times keeping quiet but I honestly think it's more embarrassment at myself. I don't think your friends would think it's odd if anything they'd probably understand that the situation was a little unnerving for you (I don't know but that's what I think looking back at what my friends what probably think if we were in a similar situation).

You're welcome. ^^ And that's good to know If you ever need to vent or anything, I'm here to lend an ear.
I'm doing better, a lot of things were playing on my mind last night so I didn't get to sleep until late and even then I had trouble sleeping. But thankfully I woke up a little better than last night. :3

Hey, it's alright, I understand- I've distanced myself from people when life takes an unexpected turn for the worst because I don't want to hurt those around me with how I am feeling because of it, so please don't worry and I forgive you (I've probably said previously that I am very patient [and understanding] or something similar)
I'm fine, recovering from a cold that I've had for a little more than a week and hopeful that a referral letter from my doctor will come in the post. ^^ Although I have been feeling a little low (and worthless) because I wish I could do something more to help a friend of mine (and hell, even to help others) but I'm just... I don't know, stuck in some sort of loop of uselessness.