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plan failed, creating plan B

I can't make it through anymore, its time to start planning

I can't do this too much longer, Its starting to overwhelm there's no way out I need a break. HELP

I want to die. End of story

Why do we try? I mean you can say "things will get better" but so what, what is gonna happen that is so great that it makes everything all better, truth be told nothing will make it all better. So why do we sit here and prtend that we were put on this earth for a reason and we better stay on earth until our duty is served. But have you ever thought that maybe you were put on this earth to kill yourself so that maybe you spark some emotion in someone and they go on to change lives

I am going to camp tomorrow for 10/11 days and I am going to use it as a wellness trip. I am going to try to eat normal meals, keep my food down and go the whole time without SHing. In short I am taking on mission impossible, wish me luck. Stay strong 

Would it be possible for life to go screw it's self, cuz that would be great

And the moodiness is back

So excited for ABC's Eating Disorder Speacial with Demi Lovato on it!

For once in my life I am thinking about myself and only myself, and what I need. I gonna get the help I need sooner or later, but until then I am making the most of every day. Stay Strong ♥