Koharuchan Offline

Made by me for you

I knew that LOL. I see a very Japanese theme throughout your profile but you certainly do not look Japanese, are you half something? I always read blogs and I update them all the time, but the hardest bit is getting comments to the blogs.

The highest I have ever gotten is three comments when I announced I was a non-nOOb . It is no copetition, it isn't about impressing people I know, but it is good to know your writing is being appreciated and listened to .

Soooooooooooooo lucky he did not see them I would imagine. So he knows you had them? I would have had such a better tiem if someone told me, "Xavian was hurt earlier" than if I actually saw it with my own eyes, it is sooooooooo much worse from your eyes, let me tell.

Do you know how he would take seeing one, how you would help him through that? I reckon that would traumatise him sooooooooooooo much, but Haru, it is bound to happen some time with him there.

She is OK, definitely. This is a one off incident, a bad reaction to a tablet caused internal bleeding and then she blacked out because of a lack of recovery time a couple of days after, so definitely not something I will have to see again. Good news .

I am OK, it is just when I physically talk about it, the tears start coming, the voice cracks and it is raw again. I asked someone here why it is soooooooo much harder talking about things and she gave me a reason why. It is because memories are multisensory, your brain makes more than one copy of a memory. When you recall an event, because all your senses are engaged, you remember everything, the sight the sound and the extreme emotions you felt .

Hahaha, not a teenager anymore . It sounds like a lot of fun . "Happy Birthday. You're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for and I swear you are a complete... CAKEFACE!!!!" haha LOL.

Thank you. I might take you up on that offer at some point, at the moment I need all the support I can get.

*Haru not Hary LOL.

EEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! Thanks for the reply on the thread I wrote in the General Forum, "TeenHelp". Much appreciated, I do not usually get a lot of responses, especially in the Expression forum, I must have a bad reputation there or something LOL.

I have seen you in predominance in other people's profiles and you have answered some of my stuff before, but I have never had the chance to say hello. Hey, Hary, what is your custom user title supposed to mean? Is that Korean or....

How are you this morning?

I read your latest blog entry. WOW. OMG. It definitely shows how much he loves you and cares about you . You told me once that you had some sort of seizure condition. He is probably traumatised from seeing you like that and it mihgt be something new to him, I don't know.

I have told you about how I was traumatised from seeing my friend so sick when that happened, I was constantly worried about her and her condition, especially in the first week when she was at home, not at school.

So I emailed her a lot and they were long LOL. So long as she was replying, I knew she was OK. In the first week when she was recovering at home, I was soooooooooooo beaten because I didn't know whether she was going to be OK, just seeing her after that got me better .

Not seeing you is KILLING him because of uncertainty. It's reaaaaaaaaaally sweet that he cares about you so much .

Thank you. <3 I'm doing the best I can, staying strong is all I can do right now.

Hahaha I love the response. Where are mah hugs!?

Hey Haru! Internet is on here, now.

Oh dude, come on. Now I want bacon.

That was the most beautiful poem I have ever read ever. :')