just josh Offline

ummm okk

wow u actually left me

well thanks :/ everyone says that its his loss, but I know its mine too. Eh...drama :P
As to the job, Im only 14, but doing something for the radio would be amazing. Im also trying to see if my grandpa can get me into a recording studio, but thats not really a job persay. Id still like to get my voice heard
thanks I hope things get better.
for the tattoos, I actually want a lot but rather small ones.
I want a cross on my thumb, an infinity sign on one of my fingers, an anchor, a dream catcher, the words "inhale exhale" somewhere, and "stay strong" O, duh, and on my arm I want a birdcage with birds flying out

Goodbye Josh

internet went and chats stpoed working pm ur rply

We need to talk ASAP!!
Actually I'll send you a PM!
xo

haha well its not a real tattoo it says Keep Breathing i wish I had a real tattoo...have enuf scars to shake a stick at but no tattoos :P
all my friends already have jobs & I don't so I might get one soon (hopefully something along the lines of music.but probably just something stupidly generic).

I'm in a messed up nightmare of a life right now it seems. I just..I never feel good enough...like Ive said before...Matthew and Mimi left me so Im sorta alone wondering what the hell I ever did wrong, & why I couldntve been the perfect girl.For either of them I guess. him more. he's the one I'm so heartbroken over.
I always feel so invisible and flawed and fake...thats why I hurt myself. I'm never enough. Pains the only way I can feel love <^3 bleh

Awww eh the picture I have of me on my profile sucks. I'm trying to get another one up of me :/ as a person youre awesome
telling ppl about what seems incredible to me always backfires on me as well. trust me...been down that road. Depressing as...fudge (trying not to swear....bleh). O ha forgot to say sorry bout losing your job. that really sucks. I bet you'll get another one. She didn't have to ignore the whole "losing your job" thing. Thats just...its sort of pointless I guess. Sorta childish...its like the silent treatment but about something mature instead of "you took my crayons so now I'm not talking to you" -.-
o, and yeah, I'm doing a bit better

haha I'm not a flirt whatsoever but you are kinda cute just saying and agreeing with the random girl haha being called cute by random people is always fun
Im having a...boring sleepy depressing day :/

okay, thank you.I hope I'm okay too :/ I think I'm doing a little bit better since last nite.

im back see i said brb im back ur gone :/ ok