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Last Activity: January 26th 2013 04:05 PM
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haha all are welcome
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haha....well rereading my last message i realize how suddenly everythings gotten better in the course of one night
i got asked out by someone who really cares...and I haven't felt so good in ages.
so, I think I'm feeling a lil better, though I'm gonna miss them still, I realize now that this isn't the end for me, that I have hope and ppl out there who really care.
so yeah..... (*mini party inside my head* ) -
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hello misterr
comeback, im nawt finished with you yet
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no dont you worry
u dont care -
I'm doing really bad uit no one cares
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thanks, i have a friend who might help me do some recording and yeah youtube would be awesome if i ever get on there, Ill let you know
the words inhale exhale idk I'm a bit suicidal and when I get all caught up in it, one of my best friends always tells me to "just breath..inhale....exhale...ive got you...I'm here tay" :') that guy that weve been discussing...he says that. so the inhale exhale thing means a lot
speaking of him, yeah im trying to forget him but at the same time its just hard....we're in this sister-brother stage now but gosh its just...not the same. I cry so much and i just told him last night that I had cut again. Its hard i guess....i miss him.
i was this innocent shy gurl who loved life the way it was, and the past year i got sucked into the drama....horribly.
since weve talked, Ive seen my friends a lot, especially my best friend Kate and the guy (matthew), Ive been more suicidal than cutting, and Ive told 3 more people since weve talked. So I guess things aren't that much better, but Im trying to stay string.
hbu kiddo? -
of course I am joshy boy and yourself? x
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- josh
- Gender
- Male
- Location
- england
- About
- About me
- not really much to say so sorry to any one that was looking for a bit of a read.
i listen to a lot of music, enoy doing things that get my adrenaline going and watching movies.
used to do a lot of sport but since i started working i just sorta dropped it all so yeah starting to get a little lazy.
i'd say that my biggest problem and one that i hope to correct is the fact that i bottle up most of my emotions(read anger,saddness,etc) so far its been a few years since i flipped on someone but i struggle to vent i guess. eh not really important.
so yeah thats a quick run down of who i am.
do not judge me......lol
- Details
- Here for
- help a friend
- Relationship status
- Single
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- apprenticeship
- Occupation
- trainee chef
- Politics
- Apathetic
- Religion
- Atheist
- Zodiac sign
- Pisces
- Interests
- Hobbies
- watching films, music,pool,swimming,poker(not for money), and a few other bits and pieces(mostly adrenaline junkie stuff when i can), reading etc.
- Music
- bit of everything really i just dont like death metal, justin bieber(shudders) and that girly girl pop stuff (u know wat i mean)
- Movies
- to many to list
- Television
- mentalist,ncis,criminal minds,doctor who, mma,few other series
- Games
- cod, metal gear solid, elder scrolls, batman arkham, so many more.
- Books
- the inheritance cycle, dragon keeper, that series that starts with wolf brother(cant remember the name of series), any garth nix and i cant be bothered to put the rest in.....wow im lazy.
- Sports
- read hobbies
- Heroes
- my grandfather
- Favorite quotes
- swings in round abouts
- Other interests
- wat ever takes my fancy at the time
