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Happy Halloween! We don't really celebrate it here but I hope you're having fun.
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Sup. you're awesoe. and should stay awesome. k bye
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Your reply on my thread made me laugh so much. Mentally sane haha your funny thank you for the awesome advice.
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Visiting my brother on the other coast, it's 98 degrees here, how do you think I'm doing? My lips are literally cracked, the entire skin peeled off and everything. And I thought I was dying when it was 70 degrees back home. -_-
Otherwise okay, though. :P
How's college?
Love. - xx -
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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- jess
- Gender
- Female
- About
- About me
- uh whaddup.
i'm jess, but you can just call me jess.
i'm kind of a dumbass when it comes to life and doing normal.. living things?
i screw up a lot, but i've learned that that's okay.
also i type like this. yeah, 2cool4caps.
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- heteroflexible
- Ethnicity
- fucking purple idfc
- Education
- University - Postgraduate
- Occupation
- Behavioral Therapist
- Politics
- economically conservative, socially liberal more or less
- Religion
- Agnostic
- Zodiac sign
- Capricorn
- Interests
- Hobbies
- drawing, playing piano, screwing life up, eating, sleeping, internet, painting, writing poems, breathing, blinking, and yeah, eating and sleeping again, just for good measure.
- Music
- legit, if it's anything except for country, i'll prolly be good with it.
but i mostly am into alternative/rock and r&b.
some of my favorite bands are....
-bowling for soup
-green day
-simple plan
-all american rejects
-breaking benjamin
-good charlotte
-three days grace
-saint asonia
-five finger death punch
-lit
-weezer
and artists..
-the weeknd
-michael jackson
-rae sremmurd
-j. cole
-flo rida
-50 cent
-logic - Movies
- mostly comedies or anything scary (psychological thrillers are my DRUG.)
-the waterboy
-shutter island
-rocky movies
-son in law
-room
-creed
-me and earl and the dying girl
-the house at the end of the street - Television
- -what would you do
-IMPRACTICAL JOKERS
-america's got talent
-street art throwdown - Games
- -all the sly cooper games
-plazma burst 2
-mercenaries 2
-halo reach
-UNCHARTED
-skyrim - Books
- Please Stop Laughing At Me - Jodee Blanco
- Sports
- -FIELD HOCKEY
-baseball
-volleyball - Heroes
- pretty much any friend who has helped me through a hard time.
there's the friend who stood up for me when i was getting severely bullied by my "friends". he gave me a new group of friends and made me feel accepted for once.
there's my old best guy friend, who literally saved me from taking my own life.
and honestly, anyone who has been through hard times and can still stand even stronger today is who i look up to.
i also really look up to people who take a stand for what they believe in. - Favorite quotes
- "you never know how strong you are, until being strong is your only choice."
-bob marley
"i hated every minute of training,
but I said, "don't quit.
suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion.""
-muhammad ali
"if you've ever had that feeling of loneliness, of being an outsider, it never quite leaves you. you can be happy or successful or whatever, but that thing still stays within you."
-tim burton
"anything that is beautiful, people want to break. and you are beautiful, i'm afraid..."
"peace without victory"
"burn them or they'll burn you."
"it's better to be alone than with people who make you feel alone."
"the Bullies never remember, but the Outcasts never forget."
"the hardest thing about being an outcast isn't the love you don't receive. It's the love you long to give that nobody wants." - Other interests
- for some reason I really like home improvement??
whenever a door gets busted or something, i always know exactly what to do to fix it, some freaking how.
it's just some randomass gift mother nature decided to throw into the melting pot of my personality. XD
"like oh, here, you're missing a lot in the social skills department. let's just give you knowledge of home improvement. yeah, fuck friends, who needs them when you're repairing shit?"
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another thought
there's just nowhere for me to go where i can be happy again. i've felt like this for maybe 2-3 months now. probably longer if i'm really being honest with myself. it seem slike i've been continuously sad since i was 12. i am definitely depressed. my doctor thought i was bipolar too. i don't know where to go to get diagnosed but i want to know what the fuck is wrong in my head.
there's nowhere i can go away to. i'm afraid that even...
there's just nowhere for me to go where i can be happy again. i've felt like this for maybe 2-3 months now. probably longer if i'm really being honest with myself. it seem slike i've been continuously sad since i was 12. i am definitely depressed. my doctor thought i was bipolar too. i don't know where to go to get diagnosed but i want to know what the fuck is wrong in my head.
there's nowhere i can go away to. i'm afraid that even...
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i don't even know where to start. i feel like my end is approaching soon. ther'es reallly no point to any of this.
despite the many posts i made about him, celebrating that i broke up with him once and for all, i'm still with the boyfriend who was/is abusive and was homeless for a few months.
he's not homeless anymore because i gave him $300 to help pay for an apartment. i thought that maybe our relationship probelms came from all the stress that him being...
despite the many posts i made about him, celebrating that i broke up with him once and for all, i'm still with the boyfriend who was/is abusive and was homeless for a few months.
he's not homeless anymore because i gave him $300 to help pay for an apartment. i thought that maybe our relationship probelms came from all the stress that him being...
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i don't even know how many times i have posted with the words "i hate my breasts".
it has been true since i was twelve and it will still be true tomorrow.
everyone thinks it's a vanity problem. or that i want to be a hoe and get more attention from guys. i don't want to come off as bragging, but i already do get attention. i'm pretty sure anything with a hole in it gets male attention. that's not the problem and i don't think whether i'm comfortable with my chest or...
it has been true since i was twelve and it will still be true tomorrow.
everyone thinks it's a vanity problem. or that i want to be a hoe and get more attention from guys. i don't want to come off as bragging, but i already do get attention. i'm pretty sure anything with a hole in it gets male attention. that's not the problem and i don't think whether i'm comfortable with my chest or...
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for awhile i didn't feel like i was getting much out of this forum, so i looked for other emotional support forums. i found one that i really liked, it was really clean and easy to use, but it was kind of a free for all. it wasn't heavily moderated like TH, but i didn't care at the time.
on that forum i made a post talking about the back and forth mentality i had with my abusive relationship, and how i was struggling so much with knowing he was a terribly toxic person to have...
on that forum i made a post talking about the back and forth mentality i had with my abusive relationship, and how i was struggling so much with knowing he was a terribly toxic person to have...
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it's been awhile since i've been genuinely scared because of a dream. i used to get so scared of nightmares i would wake up crying, but that was when i was a kid. now, of course they still scare me, but i can wake up and know that it's not real.
this one felt real, though.
i had a dream that i was just sitting, at some formal party, with nice table cloths and rich people in fancy clothes. suddenly a man in a suit came over to me and he was holding something big. he just stared...
this one felt real, though.
i had a dream that i was just sitting, at some formal party, with nice table cloths and rich people in fancy clothes. suddenly a man in a suit came over to me and he was holding something big. he just stared...
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