IWillNotChange Offline

Well I'm glad you came here, TeenHelp is a great source of help and we can all relate somehow. I know when I joined because of my self harm, I was in some serious funk and I've been here for what... two years now? I hope you like it here anyways And yeah, I hope things start looking up

I know I'm not perfect but no one is. I know I don't do everything right but he doesn't either. Yeah, He DEFINITELY doesn't. I know I seem so innocent and gentle outside, but inside I'm totally insane. I know my morals and I love to help people, but I want someone to help me. Sometimes, the people that help people out need someone to help them. Nothing seems to be going my way right now, and I'm so stressed out and not sure about the future. I society would accept the flaws that we all have, because I have mine, and I'm always hiding it, and whenever I let out something, people are like, "What? That was out of character..." I feel like I'm living a secret life... Like I'm putting on a show and the audience can't see what's backstage... I know there are many people who have things WAY WAY WAY worse than I do, and I'm incredibly grateful for what I have, I'm just so exhausted from hiding so long. I hope that all people don't ever have to go through any hardships, but we all can't avoid the inevitable. So, if anyone would like to talk to me at all, I would be very happy to talk. I'm not going to change for anyone, and even if I wanted to, I can't change who I am, and that's not so bad.