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lol I am talking to you and my friend crystalle and another jesse, to add to the relationship chronicles that never work and are pretty pointless... he's my ex...

haha yea... so what are you up to?

just below the shoulders, and i got 2-3 inches cut off id say. thanks but i don't think so. (remeber those self confidence issues? most of them derive from this...) Thank you its ok, i have been around death and stuff like this from an extremely young age where people thought my mom was stupid for having me around it and at the funerals. Being around it for so long has virtually numbed my feelings but if you get me too show them then i show them if you know what i mean lol. I don't like the idea of throat cancer sounds like it could be really deadily. Ya, my grandma lived for 3 months with pancreatic cancer, %90 that die of it die within 6 months of being diagnosed. It hasn't been easy but i have had one thing happen to me my mom and my dad that was so much worse and contributed to most of my problems. Thank you i will do the same for you . i know you were :P.

yeah. I love to do the work for her, It's the other horses I have to care for. The ones who aren't mine that I have to ride and work with to make the money to pay for my own, and work I have 7 double stalls and then 4 more at my barn. I wish I could only do my horses. That would be amazing. lol

That would be cool! I wish sometimes that I didn't have my horse. It is very time consuming and tiring... but Without her I don't think I could make it through life...

I like my hair at around its current length now. *now if i would just lose some weight i would look pretty decent* My family is riddeled with cancer. My great-grandma had breast cancer twice, then died from pancreatic cancer, my grandma had breast cancer, my great-aunt had breast cancer etc etc. My family is doing a Walk for pancreatic cancer this novemeber to raise money and donate to the cause. because only %2 or %20 i cant remember people who get it live. The precentage has not changed in the last 100 years.... it is the least known but the most deadly cancer.. I booked 2 bands for the fundraiser which i am happy about. i am sorry i didint mean to be mean . Ouch, that sucks having to work 2 jobs i want one for some spending money, to fix up my car, then to put toward college incase i don't get a scholarship which i hopefully will. I see, i dont blame you for her not wanting to find out but trust me, she would more then likely not find you unless you posted on the same thread as her and she checked out your blogs and profile. I get mad at myself a lot as well usually about looks or something stupid i do.

I bet you could do it! lol you sound like you are very good and know your fair share about horses I bet you can train great. I wish I could let you ride my horse lol I so would

Alright, boring as crap. Got my hair cut finally after asking my mom for a month or two . Opps did i answer that one for you i didn't notice . Ya, i really don't care if i have a job right now although it would be nice. Why do you get mad at yourself just for mentioning this site? I know you don't want people to know but it is still no reason to get mad at yourself. just saying .

lol that's good! haha me too! lol and I rode my old man and he was in his 30's I didn't know at the time exactly how old he was though because he was given to me and no one told me. He was a retired pacer. I miss him :/

I'm not into to big of a rush if they don't want to hire me ill wait till next year if they don't and apply somewhere i want to work . Do you pick on your brother because hes mean to you? of course you do :P. oh lord i never mention any kind of site i am on to anyone but one or two of my extremely close friends who come over a lot. so how was your day?