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*** iambatman OfflineSuicidal? Yes. |
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"Does it even make a difference? When I'm sober I feel pain. 'Cause we run under the stars through cemetery backyards. Celebrate the way the night hides the scars... Burst into flames! Scream in the dark! I'm gonna light up this place and die in beautiful stars! What if these demons keep falling from the sky? Sometimes I love the way you swing in the flame and everything inside! Separate me from my own two hands. I've killed so many times. But I can't save the world from the creatures that don't die..."
~Props and Mayhem~
"Constant recovery. I see you choke and it takes my breath away. When all is good we close our eyes. They all accept the lie. So bury what you want outside. Brother, promise you won't leave it. I know you're tortured within. Your eyes look hungry again. But I'll never wander, my friend. Will somebody believe in this suicide? Am I the only one who thinks you should stay alive? Oh, I became the train as you backed up on the ropes. To arm yourself and lie."
~Tangled In The Great Escape~ -
aww I'm sorry to hear that hun. what happened?
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The trees, like lungs filling with air, my sister the mean one, pulling my hair...
"The two Lisbon parents, leached of color, like photographic negatives. Then, the five glittering Lisbon daughters, in their homemade dresses, all lace and ruffle, their skin, bursting with their fructifying flesh..." -The Virgin Suicides (1993) -
You have to see it this way! I want you to get better so bad! I don't want either of us to end up 6-feet under. Ok, goodnight love❤️
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I am such a fucking liar...I told my therapist and mom I wasn't cutting. When I am. Every night. I don't want to tell anyone. The only people that know are two of my aunts (K and Z). I only told them because they are the only people I can trust right now. I don't want to tell my therapist because she always wants to talk about it and I am not ready to talk about it yet. I hate my life right now. Nothing is going as planned. If I had known my life was going to be like this 5 years ago I would've
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My mom woke me up in the middle of the night because I was talking in my sleep. Seriously? I can't help it. I only talk in my sleep when I am extremely stressed out. She said I was calling her a bitch...Okay? She is. Honestly I am just waiting to move out of here...I have to write an essay before I can go to a school my grandma works at...I'm fine with writing...I just don't get why I have to write a fucking essay for why I think that school will be beneficial....I really want to get sassy and just...
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I honestly don't know what to write about....I am upset. I am angry. I am depressed. I am excited...I am a mess...My mom woke me up from my nap, which I desperately needed because I haven't slept in 2 weeks, all because she needed the dishes done. I don't understand why she couldn't do them herself. It's not like she is sick or paralyzed. She is perfectly capable of doing some chores around the house. She told me she has to go get my brother from Akron before the 22nd...She told me I am definitely...
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So I have been up since 2:34 am. I went to my grandmas for Thanksgiving dinner. I had fun. Checked my Instagram, approved people that requested to follow me*, and I ate. I asked my mom if I could spend the night. She said no. :/ It upset me...But I got over it with some messages from my best friend. I also posted some rather "rude" videos on instagram...I tagged Callum Klien in them...I got a few laughs out of them though. I also face timed with one of my exes...It was kinda awkward. I...
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