Hopeyyy Offline

ohh, cool hope you survive the big class talks and the boring teachers and all the stupid idiots!!

im good , hows school?

Haha. It made me smile!!
Sorry for the late reply btw, my internet was down! "/
Nothing wrong in putting down what comes to your mind, and hell, I love reading it! xD

hey, how are you?

For sure, guys tend to do that. I completely fell for this guy when I was in eighth grade who completely broke my heart, he lead me on, then he found out I wasn't really popular and just a band geek (when I moved to his school), he started ignoring me and dated another really cute, cheerleader girl. I found out later he turned out to be gay. So that could have explained a lot. But I'm preparing for my boyfriend to leave, I know we will be seperated, and it will be hard at first, but I think we can do it.
I'm alright! Just getting through, you know. How've you been?

I know the feeling. I hate when you're having a good day and you're worrying because you're like "Yeah, and I bet tomorrow is going to suck." But it'll be fine.

I know, right? Age doesn't really matter though. Distance does. I have friends who are fifteen, and friends who are 30. But it's okay, that's what the internet is for. ^__^
So how've you been?

Thanks lovely, that means so much to me. I'm just trying to get by. I hate feeling weak in any way, especially not being able to control myself.
It's okay to not have any friends, I've lost all my friends before as well, and to be honest, I know what you mean about being comfortable being alone. I just care too much for other people. I can't stand the sight of people suffering, and I always want to be there for everybody. My best friend and I started being friends because we were both outcast cutters, and we understood each other. Now I'm realizing we weren't really there for each other, we triggered each other, and it was an unhealthy relationship on both sides. Now we're both trying to grow up, and going into different directions, and it's just not working anymore. But I have my twin sister, and my boyfriend. That's really all I need.
And TeenHelp people, obviously.
Remember that you're beautiful, and yes, you are so strong! People will let you down, but the one person that everybody should learn to trust is themselves.

Oh, and I posted a new profile picture that is actually me. You can do your comparisons with my icon.

Exactly. It's just hard to completely let go. But I'm holding my ground, and making her apologize before she can talk to me. She wants to come over and talk about the incident, and I know there will be a lot of convincing I was wrong. Lol. :\
But it's all good. You have friends like this too?